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I am starting to get upset about the way i am being talked to in this house. I am not being included in any family related activities when my wife is not around and my status is lower than the one of the 8 feral cats my mother in law is feeding on a daily basis. Wonderful time! It always feels good being appreciated

will i ever see a lebanese girl who is not attractive?
this girl looks depressed,though.

her eyes are SEXY as fook!

I just realized none of my code is codenamed.

what?

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Misophonia freakout ! !!
Every time the two others here at the moment go anywhere near two sound cues - one picks up a tea cup with a straw in it (because she read in some trash magazine that if you drink lemon flavoured things without sticking a straw directly down your throat your teeth will fall out) and the other goes to the water cooler and starts filling a bottle - I have taken to jamming my fingers in my ears and jiggling them hard so I cannot hear what comes next.
They SUCK the liquid into their mouths, SUCK air in with it and I can hear the air moving against the bottle / teacup, GULP loud enough for me to hear it in another room, SNIFF air in through their noses while drinking, then SIGH loudly after every sip, the MOAN loudly when finally finished.
I can't stand it. It's proverbial nails on a chalkboard. And they do it in a repetitive set of OCD-like behaviour which is EXTREMELY predictable and formulaic.
Then tell me I'm "weird" and "overreacting."
This is why I don't want to be around other people.

I'm not a role model. I don't appreciate nor understand this. Even though I'm a 'unique case', or a 'first' or 'rare'. I'm just one of the many. I'm not a 'standard'.

I'm no one's extension nor representative. Not my parents', not my relatives', not my peers, not my boss, not my instructors nor teachers -- NO ONE. Not even my culture's or nationality's. Not, and especially about autism nor aspergers -- I'm faaar away from the realistic or ideal.


It's absurd to associate me in such way with someone or something. I'm not a 'symbol', nor an 'idol'. Just stop.

Gained Number Post Count (1).
Lose Time (n).

Lose more time here - Updates at least once a week.

I'm just "me."

^and that's good enough.

Note to stupid self:

Next time, pay attention and read the paper about potential roadwork and road closings. If you had taken a little time to check instead of reading Wimbledon scores, you would have saved yourself some time and been able to take an alternate route to a friend's house. Stupid Asperger syndrome.

Ah, baed el layali.
Wel ayam men sho2i eleik.

Wallah ezay yehoon aleik
Kol shee2 fel boad?



Ah, bashaghlak ya ghali
Enta fein, bandah aleik.

Wallah wahashooni kiteer ineik.
Ma2ool niseet el waad?



Baan hobi leek
Fe seneen baad we gheyab.

We haan albi aleik
Termi bein nar we azaab.


Ergaa leya, khalas mosh ader,
habibi.
Rod be ay kalam law adir,
habibi.
Wallah bahebo, we hafdaal ahebo
habibi.
Arrab khally le boadaak akher,
habibi.


Ergaa leya, khalas mosh ader,
habibi.
Rod be ay kalam law adir,
habibi.
Wallah bahebo, we hafdaal ahebo
habibi.
Arrab khally le boadaak akher,
habibi.


Ah, baed el layali.
Wel ayam men sho2i eleik.

Wallah ezay yehoon aleik
Kol shei fel boad?





Faat add eih?
Wala yom ideirt ansaak.

We leih el donia leih
Ya habibi, baeed wakhdak?


Ana mosh adder ala nesyanak,
habibi.
Meen fil donia ha yemla makanak?
Habibi.
Wallah bahebo, we hafdaal ahebo,
habibi.
Nefsi artah ana bein ahdaanak,
habibi.

I'd write a lengthy rant but none of you b*****s is worth it.

Pretend it was pithy and barbed, that you enjoyed it and forgot about your pitiful existence for a minute.

That is my rant, now swallow it.

I'm unworthy.

Not a rant, a fact.

Stop all this superfluous thinking, you idiots!