jacksmith666 wrote:
hi im new to the website i m having serious issues in life my life keeps crashing around me like crazy i find pot seems to be the only thing i can turn to in times of need or to make friends or to make people like me i seem to be one of the people that has real troble making friends and dealing with peoplei dono if i m posting this in the right place butright now i dont have my pot i got none and i got bottel of vodka and i m sdtruggeling realy hard i want to get drunk and just forget life i looking for suport or maybe i open ear maybe some advise what do other do in our situation i just found out i m a aspie and i m learning from two days ago that maybe theres other out there who could understand me better then i understand myself i m looking for some one to just caht with maybe some one who can understand whats going on and maybe tell me what they did to see the briter side of life at this point i could crawl in some cave and shut the world out its just so messed up i made lotabac choices that i caant take back ..... i need guidance so badly if theres anyone out there with a better idea then smoking pot so u dont feel regret and pain plz shoot me a message i neeed a friend

I smoke spice (almost the same thing), I'm not sure I would get to sleep at night if I didn't. I'm really not proud to admit it, hell I think this is the first time in a long time I've actually admitted to it.
There are 4 things I do in my favor though.
1.) Never toking before 8pm
2.) Having stuff to do during the day
3.) Getting plenty of exercise
4.) Good diet
I'm not sure if substance abuse is something I could kick to the curb or not, I have terrible anger managment problems, they were worse when I was sober, and the meds they gave me for it turned me into a hungry zombie. At the same time, I'm worried I'll stop caring about anything but the way I feel.
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