scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Drinking here too, but can type fine.

I feel bad. I just seem to hurt those who are closest etc.
MY past has f'ed me up so much. The way I relate and deal with separation and sudden disappearances.

I won't. I've already had people ask how I'm still alive. Thought I'd dring k for comfort tonight, didn't happeyn. that's ok. I'll probably just listen to weezer, finish what I bought and apss out.

I cna't type fine, which kind of bothers me, but I'll nmanage.. Don't do this oftenm, but right now I just want to drink myslef silly and pass out. My cat is good about that. H e takes good care fo me.

edit: ok, I do this often, but that's not imporntant. I'll be ok. H e knows when I'nm not doing well, and watchjes after me.

further edit... No, this isn't me at my best, bult I'll be ok. I've survived worse. There really isn't any helping me. But, that's ok. At this point i'm pretty convinced I don't die that easily.

Last edited by shadexiii on 28 May 2007, 9:51 pm, edited 1 time in total.

heh, cat hugs.
I wish you didnt drink so much as that means you are unhappy.

Don't worr abot it, please. This is m y cross to bear. I don't haveany intention of sharing it. I'll be ok in the orning, noce the hangover is gone. That's how it always is. I kept myself in checkm, didn't bneat someone down that I wanted tom, so all is well.

I hope you feel alright in the morning shadexiii. You're drunken typing is atrocious.

I hope you feel better shadexiii...
I admire your ability to survive and manage hardships and your strength to tell yourself and others that you will be fine...
I just hope you will find a better way to cope with stress rather than drinking...
It's not easy but I believe we will all get there...

It sint admiarable at all, though I appreci9ate it. Alcohol sin't admriable.

I hope I .. f**k, I had things in mind, now I just feel like s**t. Not because of you. Just the whole admiration thing. I'm not admirable.

I'll survive, I don't think I have much of a choice.

Please, enough focus on me, move on.=, others need this attention more. I'll survive. This sint me at my best, I admit that, but a lot of it is alcohol. I need to quit,a nd some day I will. Others are suffering without the help of alcohol. They need more help than me. I'll survive. Please, be concerned about them.

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Very very sleepy.
I feel a bit sick as well.
And starting to get headache.
Everyone seems to be going to bed.
So I should to I guess.
I hope Starbuline is better.
And I wish Flo was bere.
But she's downstairs.
I might take some more photos of her tomorrow.
I won't start a new cat thread for them though
LOL
I'll put them in the Cat Appreiciation thread
Or something.
Jesus I'm tired.
Thank god it's Tuesday tomorrow.
I really should get to sleep.
By the time I wrote this I'm now up tp a 5.5

You deserve the concern as much as anyone else and dont you forget that.
You always help others, and it is only right others are there for you too should you need it.

go to lseep...go to sleep!

it is way early in the morning for you. Good that it is a 5.5, but still, everyone needs sleep.d

I don't die that easy. I"ll manage. I appreciate it, hnut others need it more than me. Tomorrow I'll wake up, and I'll be alive. That's enough.;

You still deserve concern though, you're nice to people on here and help people a lot, even when you're feeling low number yourself. I hope things are good for you tomorrow.

I'll be fine. It's what, tfive in the mornign or you? You need to get some sleepl.

editz; ok, coder to four but still...

that s key is difficult...

Last edited by shadexiii on 28 May 2007, 10:12 pm, edited 1 time in total.

For some reason, this touched my heart...sorry since it seems that you don't want attention...but just wanted to express my feelings...

Also, sorry if my admiration made you uncomfortable...I should have said 'appreciate' instead...

Last edited by sunnycat on 28 May 2007, 10:19 pm, edited 1 time in total.

It's 0412, I shoul go to sleep, yeah!
Night everyone!
May all your low numbers be higher in the morning!