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you are a decent person, dragnet, and nowhere near interchangeable with your abusive brother.

I can't figure out what they want to be honest,

They know enough too do whatever they want and I am drug addict trying to score some but I am drunk instead cause I can't find any.

I think I am going to Denver actually, pay rent and just leave and enjoy the streets of Denver for a bit, I don't sleep and bars stay up pretty late... That is probably what I am gonna do, I am going to get team 1 and 2 stoned out of their mind... Now tell me do you guys hate me

I am not going to tell a soul and my parents can call the police I don't care.

Buy me a tent, camp grounds, a few good books, NO ELECTRONICS and take my ass a vacation, I need it.

Come on guys and follow me, you know you want to be high too.

colorado sounds wonderful except that it's far from your mom.

Oh I think I've done enough damage probably sending her first born to prison and all.

I might just not come back this time and live life in a tent, its no boat but I might actually find a life worth living in a tent.

Simple is better really and you know Colorado is beautiful and some of those camp grounds are pretty rad, get hotel to make my cookies cause I don't trust their edibles while finding a cheap place to live, I might even find a market for DJ's Snickledoodles

I was happier on the streets actually, just crave me a little autistic hole in nature and burn this place (metaphorical). Those camp grounds there are cheap, I don't see myself living under a bridge, I am smarter then I look in some regards.

And as for a market for my cookies, Colorado might benefit from low dose edibles, I get some conversation started and I might find business there.

I literally might not come back

Just stop paying rent and burn everything here, my server was my life here, just like I lost my life when I got expelled there is nothing in these four walls I care about.

My life needs a reboot and I can survive, I did on the streets and I don't even have to be on the streets...

You know I might actually have enough apathy to kill my fool self now,

But I guess I am playing right,

f**k you, you took my life away for no real reason.

No Drugs = Anxiety
No Server = No special interest, boredom and pain

f**k you hard my friend,

Sigh

I hate you so very much,

I don't pick my special interest they pick me, I don't just get high cause I want to get high. I literally can't function off of it but I won't lie, I enjoy being "high" but you know it may have something to do with functioning high. Take 2016 as an example, best year in a while, stoned throughout its existence. I get off, cause problems again.

My sobriety is gone cause of you actually. Way to go, I am going to be a raging alcoholic.

2016 wasn't prefect but I wasn't going in and out of psych wards so much and largely functioned though it enough to even *almost* get into school

I didn't go to school cause I fail at everything and didn't want to go to class stoned but I did almost get in. Better then I am fairing now...

I am cleaning my apartment for Colorado but there is more but I am having problems functioning but am drunk so I might get it done but I'll probably fill this page up with ranting but hey at least its in the right thread... be back to b***h more in an hour or so.

Last edited by Dragnet on 29 Aug 2017, 11:44 pm, edited 1 time in total.

If you're up for a server build I'm happy to advise on bare-metal architecture. I need the diversion(s) from stuff I'm studying anyway

it's getting rather blatant, everytime someone is around, you have to point out you don't understand my french,
oh, well, there was a ? on their face too

I'm sick of hearing about other people's sh¡t. I need a break.

I'm not going to get upset, I'm not going to ramble, just a simple statement.

Last edited by Lillikoi on 30 Aug 2017, 8:33 am, edited 1 time in total.

Have some of my s**t,

My s**t is great,

Good lulz

Its going fall apart for the LULZ

At least you function enough to get into college,

My s**t on the other hand is pure lulz

Lulzing it for lulz

Yeah what little mind I have is gone, its just f*****g lulz now.

L U L Z

I might OD again for the lulz

Doesn't really matter to me, I am used to being institutionalized for the lulz.

Maybe I'll get smoky the bear this time.

LULZ

I might like it for the lulz

WEEEEEEEEEEEE

I am nuts for the lulz

Hey I am just here for the food,

FOR THE L U L Z

ALL FOR THE L U L Z

I WANT SOME IN A BAG AND I WILL SMOKE THAT s**t AND NOT COOK WITH IT AND I DON'T GIVE A f**k WHO SMELLS IT FOR THE LULZ.

Come take a hit Mulder on my way to jail...

HACK_IT_MULDER.EXE

In the same directory

CigaretteSmokingMan.dll

and finally,

CancerFromCigs.dat

I understand how you feel.

Yes... Yes I am actually.

I can't handle it but its lulz

You know the irony is nothing outside of piracy would have been on the server. My laptop had interestingness (Darknet drugs and stuff but I never brought any just talked about it) and they destroyed it when they attacked me which is ironic to me.

There is literally no reason why my server could not have survived from a legal stand point.

So f**k you Mulder...

Its my 20 TB array of hard disks that were the problem, they were corrupt and with the level of hacking I saw I don't trust them. Things are probably embedded in the firmware. The server its self works... maybe... I haven't turned it on since and I doubt it with all the abuse its been through but hardware tends to be more sturdy then people give them credit for but it probably has static damage ten times over. I am piggy backing wifi from my neighbor with no ISP to my name right now because that is probably a great idea to have something else happen in my life I didn't do so I might do a Raspberry Pi router and get the server up and running off line.

I found a 500 GB drive in my s**t, its not 20 TB and Mulder is probably all over it.

Also note to Mulder, I gave my wifi password for $20 to buy drugs last year so if someone ordered a truck load full of weed on my ISP it wasn't me but I don't even care anymore... lulz... I am here for the food.

OH GOD

I see what I've implied there...

I didn't hack my neighbor, he gave me his password, check phone logs.

I can't hack into WPA2... but you can teach me

Would like to know

Stupid to ignore history. Flagrantly stupid to ignore what's happening right now.