scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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4. I feel strangely happy, probably because of the Zoloft, and I'm not on Lamictil for my Bipolar Disorder that I was diagnosed with yesterday.

6. It's storming, which is good for two reasons and bad for two reasons.

Good:
I like storms.
The sky is darker now, which makes the house be about evenly lit. Earlier, my room was really dark, and the rest of the house was blinding. I took some Advil, but still ended up getting a pretty bad headache. But now the Advil is kicking in, my headache has lessened, and unless it suddenly gets bright again, I shouldn't have trouble for the rest of the day.

Bad:
The storms mess with my internet connection. I have to restart it every 15 minutes.
I can't bike ride today, even though it's cooled down 10 degrees since this morning (started out at 97, and is now at 87).

3
Feeling sh***y. Have been for a while. I have lots of stress and all I want to do is play games and go for walks. I really don't like my life right now and I'm looking forward to it being different in a month or so when my course ends. And I need to find a job.

3 this whole summer blows, im feeling extremely lonely and the only thing there is to do is go to the pool and I hate going to the pool alone.

5. Hopefully that storm moves north because right now it is hot as hell outside.

Looks like it's moving northeast. (http://www7.weatherforyou.com/cgi-bin/h ... ds,country)

Dropped back to a 2.

0.
He didn't turn up.

The person you were going to the theatre with?

I'm so sorry to hear that

Person I sent the ticket to, yes.
Not surprising since he has never spoken to me, but i had hoped...since he loves the arts.
Nother aspie.

I'm really sorry to hear he didn't show
did you have fun anyways

Ah right. I'm sorry he didn't turn up.
I hope you had a good time there anyway though.

0. Death sounds appealing right now. Not that I'm going to try to kill myself - it just sounds good at the moment. Actually, locking myself in my room for a month sounds good too. I'm not going to do either.

I'm halfway to disassociating at the moment. I think that if I get there, I won't try to bring myself out of it for a few days.

2
No one understands me.

How is it that nobody understands you, Soph?

why do you say that