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God I hate weeaboos..... They make it impossible for any sane person to enjoy Japanese entertainment!

So today I was in a game community on the PS4 for the Siren games. This guy was going on and on about how he thought Siren Blood Curse was a racist game because of the fact that it had American characters instead of only Japanese characters like in the first two games.

I tried explaining why I liked the game and didn't believe it was racist at all and the next thing you know he and his weeaboo buddy are calling me ignorant and going on and on about things like "whitewashing" and how evil and racist white Americans are to the pure Japanese. When I point out how absurd they are for calling all Americans racist they deny that they said such things but then they went on and on about it again. I even tried explaining that maybe some Japanese people don't hate Americans as much as they do and that the game was made by Japanese developers who also made the Silent Hill games (which are also set in America) but nooo it doesn't matter because it's all the fault of the evil racist Americans and they kept insulting me and being rude to me.

I told them both straight up that at least I am not a close-minded weeaboo like them and I have now deleted my membership from that community.

Seriously weeaboos all suck! There shouldn't be anything wrong with liking Japanese entertainment and culture but they always have to ruin it by acting like such psychotic blow monkeys who pretend to be experts on Japan and hate on anything American (ironic because, you know, most weeaboos ARE Americans).

It hasn't been a good couple of weeks. I hope the issues I have been having are resolved quickly and I get back on track.

Things are looking a bit better now.

@Mr.Robot, I just now read what happened to you. Let me just say that it saddens me greatly. Seem to hear it a lot lately, people getting mind-fed by their lovers and hurt in a quite horrific way. So sorry that your wife hurt you so unexpectedly. To me, it is just unfathomable why people do these things, often don't explain why that well or give their partner proper closure which they need so hard.

In the end, it's her loss. Who does this to a person, just ask yourself that. Do you really want to be with someone like that? Do you deserve to be treated like that?

You are a very intelligent man, so I have faith in that you can find ways to take care of yourself. The loneliness and being single, the mental aspect, that is the hardest part. Try to let your feelings be and give your body time to recover. Try finding things to get your thoughts off of the subject and rest when you feel you need to.

Good luck and I wish you a lot of strength to overcome and deal with this struggle.

i made a terrible first impression on someone who could've been a good friend.

i don't know why i even bother talking to people, i'm just awkward, not funny, and probably sent a horrible vibe in which i had no intention of sending. oh well.

Humans inviting themselves over.

I try too hard with people and come across flirty.
Then I have to extricate myself from the mess I get myself into.
This has happened over and over and I've learned zilch.

i feel frustrated and torn because once again i had to force medicine in my kid, who just would hedgehog up and never listen when i try for half a f*****g hour to do it humane way. i hate myself and i hate her for doing it, she is nearly 5 and really should have some brain by now and she behaves like a dumb animal

The world makes me sad..

I should probably just get off the Internet.

I just want to vent that Autism is the least of my problems. The world and it's cruelty are the least of my problems.
That I don't need pity or any consolation for this problem because it'll do nothing but annoy the crap out of me. That most of the solutions given to me is impossible to attain from where I'm now, no matter how hard I wished it -- unless I'm rich, or a shameless opportunist that I would never become.
Unless, of course, if you thought I'm a kind of person who would do something seriously stupid out of desperation -- I say, no and no thank you. Not even my worst years. Not even when the idea of doing unspeakable things is tempting, I'm not that stupid even if I was or that I'm desperate at the moment. Small stupid things for something bigger than that, I can take. But not highly consequential things for something that is considered as petty? I know my own limits.

Autism's negative consequences are NOTHING! All can be but a memory at worst. Anxiety is NOTHING! They can be conquered. Sensory Overload is NOTHING! It can be afforded. Depression is NOTHING! It can fade away. Rejection and a**holes are NOTHING!! They're ignorable, avoidable, and not worth my time.
I could care less about being thrown into the wolves' den unarmed it's NOTHING to me compare to that 'waking life's torture that never leaves me alone and gives unnecessary attention'.


Of all things, it's always sinusitis. ALWAYS. IT DOESN'T LEAVE ME ALONE! IT'S BEEN BOTHERING ME FOR MOST OF MY WAKING LIFE, IT'S BEEN GIVING ME NOTHING BUT LITERAL ACHE, HUMILIATION, AND DYSFUNCTION!!
I JUST WANT TO GET RID OF IT PERMANENTLY!!
Meds don't work. And if they do, it screws my functioning no better than any mind-fogged brain that I couldn't keep my job if it keeps up.
Diets don't work, and I'm very frustrated now since I HADN'T ATE ANY JUNK I'M CRAVING FOR WEEKS!! AND NOTHING BUT BOILING FRUSTRATION!! !
AND SLEEP NEVER HELPS BECAUSE IT'S ALWAYS SCREWED BY MY OWN BODY!!
THE CLIMATE IS SO SCREWED IT MADE EVERYONE SICK AND EVERYONE ASSUME I'M JUST ANOTHER VICTIM OF IT!! IT'S BEEN LIKE THIS FOR YEARS!! ! I HATE IT!! !


SO DAMN PETTY OF A HUGE NON-LIFE THREATENING 'PROBLEM'! ! YES, MY BIGGEST PROBLEM IS LITERALLY IN MY HEAD AND IT'S LITERALLY DISGUSTING!!
IT'S A WONDER WHY I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING TOO STUPID JUST TO EXPRESS THIS LET ALONE TRYING TO GET RID OF IT!!

Oh yes. Long post, and just about this one nuisance sprouting more nuisance. I know I'm not alone in this, but it doesn't solve a damn thing.
Sinusitis isn't autism where you could accept, find someone similar, and grow from there. It'll be laughable if that's truly the case.
Autism is nothing like sinusitis. Nothing to me compared to ALL the problems that sinusitis brings.
Oh, and I know my priorities. The only thing that surpasses this nuisance as a problem would be anything to do with my love one's woes and worries -- which is something they can resolve themselves and not something I'd ever start or bring.


As long as I have sinusitis, I would never live a full life I'd truly want to live. Never able to reach my potential when all it does is screw things over. Never able to master my own autism because of this.
Sure, with or without it, I already have enough what, confidence and assurance? Pff. As long as sinusitis is there, my competence becomes nothing, my blessings are obsolete, I could never have true peace.
I could deprive all my senses alright, and forget everything for a moment -- but it will never last, and it will disruptively end all because of that blunder that my body had been doing for the last near two decades.

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