So f**king depressed...

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Why? Why should she get angry with you if you tell her how you feel? You two should sit down somewhere quiet and have a long, serious discussion about this. If she's going to be ignorant about your problems and about you, then right now, she's not being a very good mum.

I did that, but she got nasty.

There's no reason for that!

I know, I know... She doesn't seem to understand me.

Well, she should. This just isn't right. If it wouldn't jeopardize your Internet access, I would want to give your family a piece of my mind. However, I know better than to tell a mum how to raise her own children.

I'm not as depressed now. Although I sometimes get lonely for having no real life friends, it doesn't seem to bother me much now. I've got more important things to worry about...

...Like what?

Drawing.

Why worry about drawing? Draw the first thing that comes to your mind.

I can't draw from imagination.

You can't? You need inspiration?

I need a picture in front of me, so I can copy it.

Bers,


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Im not sure what your likes are for pictures but since you like chocobos and FFXI I assume you like manga art. You can google lots of websites with free manga you can use as reference.

Or go wild and draw a self-portrait or manga-ize it!

Berserker, plkease tell everything from start to finish., Everythimg that went on at school, how and when you were diagnosed with AS, what happened that got you kicked out.

Then you simply have to show her that you can have a job/go to the library without hurting people. i have some anger management issues, that caused me to hurt people in the past. the best advice i can give you is ignoring the scourge of anger, and keep telling yourself that its not worth your time. Mostly youll find it isnt.

And on the mother issue, i think shes being a somthing-i-cant-say-cuase-this-is-a-familyfriendly-site.
she really need to accept you and your condition and stop stealing everything that makes your life enjoyable. in he rmind, you might just be a spoiled brat that crys when she dosnt get it her way. to me you dont seem like that kind of person. you sound too honest.

Ashleigh,

Just a couple of thoughts/questions.

1. You never mention your dad - is he around? (sorry if you've already covered this).

2. I think you need someone to help you around your mum's restrictions (eg: a shrink/counselor - they should have had one at the school). Someone needs to get your mum to help you grow socially.

This will all come in time anyway, but ... why wait?



3. Drawing; Was it online drawing or paper drawing? I'm assuming paper for the moment.

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