SaveFerris wrote:
TW1ZTY wrote:
and maybe they move on to a better place once it's over?

I believe that there is just nothing , you cease to exist anywhere. I yearn for that nothingness.
Same here. I've been having so many passive suicidal thoughts recently - probably about as many as all my other thoughts combined over the course of a day. I'm just so dang exhausted of living and so very badly want to be done
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Yet in my new wildness and freedom I almost welcome the bitterness of alienage. For although nepenthe has calmed me, I know always that I am an outsider; a stranger in this century and among those who are still men.
-H. P. Lovecraft, "The Outsider"