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Life is just a big pile of s**t making me feel worthless. Im glad desth exists. I cant wait to not exist and feel nothing.

What makes you feel this way?

In the back of mind i always feel this way. I never understood why People treat life as a gift mine has always been painful.

gift or not, the pain can be subsided. and every night ends with a dawn, if u live up to see it

Goddamned "count to 100" posts and their kin. Better to just add a button people can press that awards them their worthless e-points.

Also, the people that have to attest to how much they despise social media like evil ol' facebook. For maximum irony they post their anti-social media posts on... Other social media websites!
I never want to read another anti-social-media comment posted on social media. I don't think I can take it.

But April....from whence does this feeling ultimately emanate?

april, there can be relief. it takes a lot of work, but there can be relief. and we really want to help u, if u allow us...

Really, thank you but there's nothing anyone can do about my issues. I'll always have trouble finding a job in this god awful country because i have adhd ocd anxiety asperger and god knows what else. People with mental health issues are treated either crazy or ret*d or a mix in between and i'm sure as my own name this Will never change as long as i live.
I'm sure a lot of People Who live under similar unfortunate circumstances also relate to this. Life is good if you're lucky and have a lot of money and and isn't good if you don't have it. Right now we are financially stable but my dad Will retire in a few years and they're also getting older and i have to provide for them since there's no social security here. I'll also have no one when my parents pass away and i'll have to manage a lot of property which i have no idea how to and i'll have no one to rely on to manage my anxiety and other problems too. Because of all this i'm not terribly excited about living until i'm 70 and such. Rather die early and pass on all that thanks.

there is a lot of life hurles we cannot overcome, but we can and can mitigate their influence on our emotional welfare. written by a cptsd victim, who seems to be recovering.

Hahaha if only i was that good of a writer the job is not going so good my legal writing is apparently not that bad but i'm Having trouble memorizing everything they tell me and getting called absentminded when i can't. My employer even asked me whether i'm always that absentminded in life and i blatantly lied since you just.. Don't talk about mental illness here. These People don't even have a secretary so i have to do things like managing the countless files literally everywhere in the little room we work at. Also going to the courthouse to deliver notifications which again you have to do alone and no one ever tells anyone anything.

Serpentari, thank you for your concern too i really appreciate it. I hope we can all recover from our personel traumas regardless of our circumstances.

I'll pm you shortly.