scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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Sorry to everybody who is waiting for me to reply to PMs... I do care very much and you all make me smile. I am feeling quiet and pensive right now but I'm sure I'll be better when I'm rested.

Hope you're OK....

Me too.

You are one of my favorite people to read. . . Hope whatever isn't well works out OK. And better.

That was all.

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I had a decent B-Day (31st of August), though I think I am having a minor realisation about one my close friends or I am slipping into a delusional disorder.

~ SHODAN, AI Goddess Gone Mad

4. On the up I can understand why the ancients worshipped the sun. Bet they had SAD too, lol.

Still a 1 or 2 now, but sure to get better as the day goes on. It will be a busy day and a fun one, so don't worry 'bout me. (That number probably isn't accurate, on second thought. I just don't like to admit when I'm in the negative zone.)

Thanks for the comfort. And I know we all get paranoid around here, that everything cryptic has to do with us, but this has mostly nothing to do with any of you.

...snip...


Don't take anything I said last night too seriously. My mind was elsewhere, and I wanted to be happy and teasing, but I couldn't quite pull it off, because I was actually sad... and I think I left someone kind of weirded out. I'm sorry! It's really not like that.

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I wasn't talking about you or Quatermass in that post.

Though I don't like it when people put up false screens, a sign of distrust in my eyes.

~SHODAN, AI Goddess Gone Mad

I'll beat him up for you. . .

If you want.

6. A false happiness.
Got yet another DVD set-Waking The Dead 4. I don't know how I feel these days as I have a lot of stressors going on that I am trying to ignore or they will send me into some sort of crazy breakdown.

6. A false happiness.
Got yet another DVD set-Waking The Dead 4. I don't know how I feel these days as I have a lot of stressors going on that I am trying to ignore or they will send me into some sort of crazy breakdown.

I'm still a 4, though for differetn reason. On Monday FOR REAL I'm getting away from my mother! She keeps threatening me with horrendousness if I move out... f**k her. I didn't do it last week because I had so many appointments and all that.

I know. I was conversing with him simultaneously.... I wasn't being false, just wasn't sure quite how I felt yet, so I couldn't really talk about it... just processing it all.

6 Over at my brother's house. We went out walking downtown and had tea. Now we're playing BioShock, which is awesome.

And thanks, Jainaday ^_^ He's not a bad guy, just a person. And one with good intentions, I think. I knew more or less how he was. We'd just not been talking for a while and, from what I heard of him during that time, I naively supposed something a bit different had occurred.

-7.
Spent last 4 hours in and out, up and down, trying to get online. Thrown my food and smashed my plate, I got so angry and wanted to smash my window.
Not that it matters, no one to talk to anyway, so what the f*** better off alone anyways. stupid net is bane of my life. I curse the day I discovered it.

damn site is so damn slow, no wonder bloody double posts occur.

-10.
Utterly miserable and lonely.

Graelwyn, talk to me! I'm lonely too!


I'm a 4.5 now! Syzygish (sp?) is still with the commune! Username88 wants to get to know MADDuck! So now two of my soulmates will be friends with each other! MADDuck sent me another wonderful email! I love my convos with him in emails!