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I have been trying to act nice and not jealous that my friend is flirting with my Crush except.. She suddenly stopped talking to me?? Lmao i feel kind of mean to think this but even though part of me is sad part of me is relieved. I don't want to see this girl and her precious boyfriend again. I wish them a happy life away from me and people who actually value relationships.

Freaked iut about having to meet this lawyer so far my brother has been as he 'represents' me.

I googled his firm amd rhought he doesn't scare me to death like that horrible man did but now I realized he does. Just in a different way.

I know he will have more manners and graciousness than the horrible man since he's Muslim but thay doesn't mean beneath it he won't be reeking of suppressed anger and freaky ways.

I wish my brother had gotten a woman to represent me not a freaking man.


Lifetime of not talking to non related men at all and now having to spend the past X years telling them everything.


The other guy was also not my choice just whatever the firm spat at me...
Whoever was the most expensive...since my dads stupid criteria was he wanted the most expensive one so they wd do a better job..

and that horrible man got me to sign when i was still crying n didnt know what i was signing n didn't explain till i was done and even then not really suddenly he was talking about hourly rates n that hed take care of it (after id signed) and i was thinking what? I thought this was just a consultation?

I want to get out of this illusion of people actually liking me and wanting me. Stop lying to me. Stop giving me hope. I know i am worthless in your eyes and i want to stop seeing myself from your eyes.

I hate the school holidays. It's bad enough having to put up with the ugly sound of demanding toddlers when you're shopping, but when their older siblings are there with them it just makes it more hectic. Children under the age of about 8 or 9 have no motor skills. They walk into you, hover about in your way, and lag or dawdle. When you just want to get your shopping done you wish that supermarkets had a crèche where parents can leave their brats while they shop instead of having to take them around with them all the time. No kid likes supermarkets, which is why they whine and demand. And kids between the ages of about 7 to 10 think they're so independent by wondering off from their parents in the supermarket and dashing in and out of the aisles looking for the sweet or toy section and just getting in the way. It's so much more peaceful when kids are in school. They get too much time off these days. I think they should do away with these half-terms and just have 2 weeks for Christmas, 2 weeks for Easter and 4 weeks for summer.
Yes, I know no kid would like that but as soon as they leave school they'll suddenly understand why they'd needed to be in school: because they're so freaking ANNOYING!! !

Du er et helvetes rasshøl. Jeg driter langt faen i om du syns det er varmt nok her inne. Resten av oss er for kalde, fryser, jeg har frosset i flere hæsikes døgn nå. Fløtt ut på den forpulte verandaen hvis du synes det er så jævlig varmt her inne.

I wish my elder was less severe AsD n more independent n cd be left alone fr 5 min wqIthout destroying things n putting himself in danger or getting hrt.
Anyone who denies it has s a disabilty shd spend one hour wth him

... It's just I had enough with myself, really.

The self who just wanna sleep without a care on the world.
The self who just wanna yell and call everything out.
The self who just wanna laugh and be out there.
The self who just wanna keep everything safe and even.
The self who just wanna know and be above all.

Whatever the whims of my mind and body has.

I want, whatever it is, to just stop... Now that I know there are things beyond the idea of what makes a human, I just truly don't know what I truly want anymore other than this -- this longing of being 'myself' beyond the idea of self and able to roam free beyond my wildest imagination.
And the idea of wanting to be free -- from myself and others... It never been so enticing.

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Mum prefers her dog to me.

Can't insult the dog. Can insult me.
Can't call the dog an 'it' (it's an animal). Can misgender me (I'm an adult transman)
Can't call the dog a b***h (it's a female dog). Can call me a b***h...
Can't shout at the dog. Can shout at me.
Can't tell the dog shut up. Can tell me shut up.

It's just a f*****g annoying animal. It doesn't know what you tell it. I do know what you tell me. It needs to be trained to shut up and respect humans not mollycoddled.

The people who either ignore me or make fun of me for for behaving 'weird' are the same people who inevitably ask me for hand-outs whenever (a) good fortune strikes me, or (b) bad fortune strikes them.

To Whom It May Concern: If you think that you might one day need my help, show me today that you like me. Simple.

I don't believe in "every person contributes something to your life" I wish i never met all these people. I never want to temember them again.

Medication changes always make me nervous and I worry that it will make things worse and not better.

I have my own box of cleaning chemicals and other cleaning equipment at work, and I have to keep the cleaning stuff locked up in the cupboard to prevent it from mysteriously going missing, although I can leave the empty box outside on one of the shelves. But to save me having to take all the cleaning equipment out of the box each night and having it in an untidy jumble among the other cleaning bottles, I found a space in the cupboard to just put my (full) box, just by moving one pack of cleaning sponges neatly on top of another pack of cleaning sponges. My supervisor is the one who locks and unlocks the cupboards but otherwise I'm basically the only one that uses these chemicals. But he came up to me the next day and started telling me off for putting my box into the cupboard. I tried to explain to him that I did it for the sake of simplicity, but he was all like "there's no room for your box. Just empty the contents and leave the box outside of the cupboard." It just annoyed me because there was plenty of room in the cupboard for my box, by only moving one minor item. If I was the sort to argue, I would say "look, does it matter where I put the box as long as it isn't in your or anyone else's way?" I mean, there are more important matters at work for a supervisor to think about than where I put my box in the cleaning cupboard.

Some supervisors, they think that they have the right to tell you off over the silliest trivial things just because they can. I like my supervisor, he's real funny, but when he's serious, he's serious.

I'm scared. I feel like i should give this guy a chance. Otherwise what will happen to me when my parents die? It's unlikely that there will be another person and i am too scared. I need to have someone by my side otherwise i won't have anyone in my old age to tak3 care of me. I wish i could die when my parents die.

^ Just make sure you don’t fall into a relationship with fear of being alone as your core/only motivation.
Apart from the dishonesty of such a move it has a very high likelihood of backfiring to both parties detriment.
(Of course, if you find genuine romantic affection developing go for it and enjoy it!)