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It is a really good idea for me to avoid talking about serious stuff right now.

Schadenfreude around 1 my bullies and 2 any stupid idiot who said 'just get another job' when they shut libraries (um, yeah great idea to fork out loads of fees for one course which is about the only thing I can do as an aspie with an English degree and study for a whole MA then just get a job in a shop...) is making me think in ways I don't actually think.

That coupled with worrying about mum/stepdad/granddad's health is a toxic mix.

I hate how much I luv Schadenfreude, these days.
Well, "hate" is too strong a word.
Perhaps, instead of "hate", I mean "luv".

Damn!
Forget I even posted.

So effing sick of this BS. Effing abusive people everywhere. This is why I don't interact with people.

If I have zero physical restraints and never ever bothered moving gently...
If I have to cater everyone's everyday petty impatience;

I'd spill everything half the time. Break a good quarter of things I've handled.
And I can even hurt people for being too fast and too strong by not watching my way.

Not out of lack of coordination, but out of lack of control over my strength.
I'm stronger than I could control, and I'm not bragging about it.

I'd be banging doors shut, my steps will always be heard, I'd be very prone to break things on my way..
If I nevermind, if I stop minding how I move...



So I had to be slow to be gentle. I had to hold back.

Choose how you would ruin your damn day:
You wait for a minute.
Or have few broken plates and spilled contents of wasted food because I was too rough.

Or nevermind -- I'll just drop the whole thing, and be rough AT you.

Your damn choice.

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As seriously as I try to regard Coronavirus, I’m constantly encountering those who do NOT!
The mask is to PROTECT YOURSELF, dummies!!
You are so sure that you don’t have it, are not incubating it, but how can anyone comfortably go out, walk, bike, jog, shop with no protection from those who may be (or are) infectious?

not having a decent romantic relationship
not having a decent job
not having a resource of money to dip into to do cool things with including helping people who are poor
human beings that are cruel and sadistic
nasty people
prejudice
extremely materialistic people
my own suffering in life
others suffering in life
being lonely at times
the "unknowing" meaning or purpose of life
cats not being able to walk backwards for any sizeable distance
cold bottles of beer but no bottle opener
going overdrawn
corona virus pants
not being born into a buddhist monastery to learn to control my mind
being ill with anxiety depression low testosterone
criminal influence on the world
lack of peace between people of the world
lack of freedom
fascism
monsters that live under my bed
eating too much
drinking so much beer that antidepressants for depression / anxiety stop working making me ill
fish keep trying to drink the sea to free themselves of their thirst
french fries without salt
cocktails without ice
super markets discontinuing new favourite ice creams
people who push in in cues
no girl friend
guitar skills not as good as i would like
anti depressants make you put on weight
fishes that cant swim backwards
noooooooooooooooooo!

Feel like Alice In Wonderland cos I have been pushed from one random bad encounter to the next random bad encounter and when I had my breakdown I decided to take life into my own hands and do whatever I want to do* and I'm still having people telling me 'no, you don't want that, you just think you do'...

*Without hurting others

every day is the same. exactly the same. there's no end in sight. can't break out of this pattern.

^ I can relate. It's miserable.

it helps to know someone understands. thanks. hope things turn around for both of us really soon.

The internet is really boring at the moment. Whenever I refresh Facebook nothing changes on the screen. I mean, there are social restrictions going on right now, you would have thought everyone would be online. But it's all quiet. I just want to read new material, find out gossip, see new pictures of people's children and pets, anything. Where is everyone?

And Wrong Planet is no better. The only active subforums here are PPR which I stay clear from, news and current events which are all just about Trump, off the wall games which don't interest me (it would if participating wasn't included as a post), and the "last thing you ate" type of threads in the random discussion. Some subforums haven't been posted in for days.

So many members of WP complain about Facebook and Instagram, but still abandon discussion forums to join those types of social media. I'd have thought that during the COVID crisis all large forums and social media sites would be busier. But no. Don't people socialise any more?

It has been rather quiet here, hasn't it? Wonder where everyone's gotten too. Maybe out living their lives...