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05 Dec 2018, 9:57 pm

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05 Dec 2018, 9:59 pm

^^^ :wtg: :hail: :star: :salut: I am guessing that is a sweetie of your recent acquaintance.

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05 Dec 2018, 10:00 pm

Is it a murder scene she seems lifeless

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05 Dec 2018, 10:08 pm

Mmmm.

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05 Dec 2018, 10:09 pm

Did you redo it?
I thought I saw another one in colour.

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05 Dec 2018, 10:16 pm

it's the same one, just put through a filter
i wanted to see if the brown grasses and green bushes and flowers would still be distinct with color removed

auntblabby wrote:

^^^

I am guessing that is a sweetie of your recent acquaintance.

if you know me, you know.

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05 Dec 2018, 10:35 pm

It does kind of look like she's died.
Was that the intention, death of the relationship?

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05 Dec 2018, 10:40 pm

she's supposed to be just.. lying there.

but i can see from where one gets 'death".

death of the relationship

death of the person i used to know

death of this very series of paintings (this is the last one)

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05 Dec 2018, 10:42 pm

Will there be any kind of closure for you, do you think?

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05 Dec 2018, 10:48 pm

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05 Dec 2018, 10:50 pm

ouch

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05 Dec 2018, 10:54 pm

it's not finished yet

Raleigh wrote:

Will there be any kind of closure for you, do you think?

doubtful. i'd have to get as much closure as i can from the people near her who have their heads screwed on right...which are very few, and contacting them is risky. some i haven't spoken to since 2013.

as long as she knows i have any feelings stronger than complete indifference and apathy towards her, she'll try her best so get me back and drag this manipulation (knowingly or not) out for longer...delaying any semblance of closure.

i've asked for closure several times and she kept dragging it out, never wanting to just end it.

i'll have to wait for her to come to her senses, if she ever does.

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05 Dec 2018, 11:11 pm

^

You don't ask for closure with manipulative people , you just close it yourself. It's difficult , it feels heartless but you have to put your mental health first

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05 Dec 2018, 11:21 pm

^ I second that.

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05 Dec 2018, 11:56 pm

SaveFerris wrote:

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You don't ask for closure with manipulative people , you just close it yourself. It's difficult , it feels heartless but you have to put your mental health first

i already closed it as best i could, 4 months ago.

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06 Dec 2018, 12:01 am

Kiprobalhato wrote:

SaveFerris wrote:

^

You don't ask for closure with manipulative people , you just close it yourself. It's difficult , it feels heartless but you have to put your mental health first

i already closed it as best i could, 4 months ago.

Just gotta stay strong and not let any flying monkeys drag you back in.

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