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I will still go to work for now, but like when is the revolution? Cannot say I would not want to take part.

I am still alive. But the strings in my head may break.

I couldn't find my cat this morning before work (he's basically mine now, he sleeps with me and is completely attached to me lol) and panicked trying to find him this morning, and eventually he came out of hiding which was a relief. But when I came back from the store with my dad one of my aunts cats somehow got left out on the porch (they don't roam free, so that's not good) and we couldn't find my cat again, so I ended up freaking out again until he came out of hiding. Sometimes I hate cats because they don't come if you call for them. I thought he was outside and gone both times.

My brother-in-law texts at the last minute saying he's coming to town with our nephews and wants to grab a bite together. On Sunday July 3rd or Monday July 4th. In one of the most historically-storied regions in the whole freaking country. Practically drowning in Americana--so much so that we locals either stay home or leave town for the weekend to get away from the flood of tourists, for god's sake!

But no.

Oh, and he doesn't do real restaurant food unless it's meat. Or meat. Or maybe meat. And a pinch of black pepper makes it too exotic, so he wants something like McD's or Burger King. WTF??! ! There are hundreds of amazing restaurants around here with all kinds of food, including nicer versions of burgers and something more than French fries and a wilted salad for this vegetarian. I would gladly pay for the whole meal if we were to actually eat real food.

However, I'm NOT eating indoors, and even after thinking over all the outdoor places we might go to if we can talk him into it, I re-realize that anywhere we go will. be. jam. packed (of course he wants to do dinner) so it won't be any different, really. Hoards of people.

I don't understand how such an otherwise intelligent, fully grown man can live just a couple of hours away and be so fugging clueless about what a dumb idea coming here this weekend is. I just can't.

I feel bad being so angry at this nice guy, and bad about WTF-ing my husband over and over, but truly...there's just so much wrong with this picture.

(Scenario did not happen)
Post: I was walking along minding my own business when a person came along and spat at me. I felt grossed out and angry so I pushed him over.
People on WP: You shouldn't have pushed him over, yes he spat at you when you weren't doing anything but maybe he had issues going on and just wanted to let out his feelings, and at least he didn't hurt you.

Post: I have issues going on in my life that is causing high stress and anxiety for me, and as I was walking out I spat at a person who was walking by, I just couldn't help myself. He pushed me over. Ouch.
People on WP: You shouldn't have spat at him, that is wrong. Taking out your feelings on a random stranger is inappropriate and if you do, they'll typically do it back. Yes you didn't hurt him but spitting is disgusting and is gross so you shouldn't have done it, no matter how angry you might be feeling inside.

Why is the Aspie party always wrong here?

I broke down earlier because I'm getting so burnt out and can't handle all of the responsibilities that are quickly piling up on me, and I ended up crying so hard that I puked.

I wish I could move and get away from that f*****g loudmouth baby upstairs that's always screaming. I hate the f*****g thing. I don't care that it's "just a baby", I wish they'd live elsewhere. Why did the landlords have to put people with a BABY into the apartment upstairs?

Also the fact that they're black...and before you get excited and delete this post calling me a stupid racist and making me feel bad, hear me out first. A black person himself told me that black people have heavier bones, so the people above us walk very noisily like elephants probably because they're heavy-footed.

Oh, I hate them because they are so noisy. It causes panic attacks and then me and my boyfriend end up arguing because he thinks it's easy to just ignore it. But I can't ignore. Telling me to ignore something is like telling me to fly. I can't do it. I don't have the filters in my brain to be able to ignore unwanted sounds. Misophonia is such a b***h.

I hate being in cars. They stress me out because they're so dangerous. I feel like I'm going to die every time I'm in one.

I'm so incredibly sick of people on WP complaining about still being virgins that I just want to scream at them "Then go commit incel terrorism already!!" but that would get me kicked off the site for sure. Almost every I log in there's some new post about why some people are virgins in their 30s. I'm 48 and I don't care if I stay a virgin for the rest of freaking life. Of course I'm a woman so that means nothing, but women get ridiculed whether they are still virgins or if they're being sexually active. The human race makes no sense whatsoever.

Sneezing, sneezing, sneezing.

It freaked my boss out.
It freaked her clients out.
It freaked people out because it's mistaken for COVID.
It's giving me a headache.
It's giving me ear pressure.
It's been disrupting me from work.
It's giving me a sluggish mind.
It's fricking disgusting.
It's obstructing my sleep.
It's obstructing my breathing all day long.
It's giving me a lot of stress.
It's pissing me off.

Meds doesn't work.
Wasted like 2 rolls of tissue paper.
Masks were soaked and ruined.
My breathing feels damn raw and it'll eventually damn hurts to breathe if it keeps up.

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