No girl would ever go out with me

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I want sympathy, and I want people to tell me that my life isn't worth living, and that I would be better off killing myself.

If you're going to post in the thread and have something to say, just say it.

I've probably heard worse

Go jump in a ditch and whine yourself to death then. Good f*****g God, kid, you are the biggest attention whore I've ever seen.


...Do I ever get immature when I'm depressed.

I don't have any money for help and besides, it wouldn't do me any good.

Life will never be easy for me

BTW, I really hate your avatar. Nothing against you I'm just really annoyed by couple photos.

I'm 5 years older than you, and if you're going to be mean just ignore my thread.

So? You're acting like a bloody 10 year old. Grow up. Don't give me that 'I can't' BS because you can, you just don't want to. You ask for people to treat you like you're worthless, I do, and you tell me not to. Get out of here if you're just going to be an attention seeking git. I don't care what anyone says, this needs to be said.

Now smarten the eff up.

I agree with you for what it's worth. It would also be the opinion of most clinicians and trained mental health professionals.

Well personally I don't think trying to get over your mental problems is a good truth...I mean its not always possible. Now coming up with coping skills and things is a good idea but thats not quite the same as getting over it. But I can't claim I know everything about psychology....which is why I am taking psychology in college.

well people tried giving you sympathy
and...someone did tell you to "go die in a ditch" and you flammed him
you just want to whine and people to listen, I ain't giving you sympathy because you refuse to change or take any sort of action to improve yourself.
I was a lot like a lot of people here, I hate to admit it, but I was a whiny douche once, but I got over it, went out and tried things, tried making friends and s**t
did it bring me all the best of life, no
did it make me happy- yeah
happiness comes in strange places, you sit at home watching anime and get nowhere (and refuse to give it up)
I went to an anime con and made out and, such, with a few girls, random fun
you can't go blaming things like that for alienating you, cause you can get social with it
but you will just read this and say how you can't go out, cause everyone will laugh at you, and this is all a waste
you don't want my help and I don't see why anyone would want to try and help you, seeing what you've said

I tried that when I was young. It didn't work. I was a bit on the slow side and was in special ed from grade 1st through 6th, so I was already at an disadvantage there. I couldn't relate. Everyone I knew was trying to get money, sex, weed, and new clothes to look clean and impress girls. They also liked to talk behind people's back, make fun of other people, and being just plain rude.

I didn't like to do any of that stuff, but since I thought It'd help me fit in I faked interest in it. I tried weed for a while, because the people I hung out with were into it. Most of the when I had mine they'd come around and smoke which I thought was fine since I thought I was making friends. When they got theirs, they went other places, and always shunned and rejected me when I asked to smoke with them. They just used me. After I realized what they doing I just started smoking by myself and quit shortly thereafter because I started to hate the feeling I had while I was on it. That was around 6 years ago when I was 18

They bragged about money and clothes and stuff, things I never cared about. They used to make fun of the way I was dressed and the way my house looked and smelled. I could never afford the stuff they had. I hated it but let it slide since I thought they were joking at the time. Heck my sister was messed up mental and physically and they made fun of her a lot. I, once again like a dumbass, went along with because I thought this is how you fit it in and make friends

And of course since I was ugly, poor, slow, and spent time in special ed, no decent looking girl would want to go with me. I never heard the end of it from the supposed "friends" I hung out with. *hahhahha MR20 is still a virgin" "MR20 beats his meat" "MR20 you suck at sports, you need to get you some p****" They used to bust out me out and humiliate me in front of girls. They would ask them "would you go out with him?" or "do you find him cute?" when everyone knew the answers to the questions.

I really grew to hate one particular "friend" of mine. Let's call him Jeff. He was cute (according to most girls who knew and have seen him) arrogant and had game. He knew could he get girls/ women without much difficultly. He knew I couldn't so much as talk to a girl he had interest in, yet he teased me constantly about being ugly and dateless. He wasn't joking, he did it to hurt me. I hated him then and still hate now, but I hung out with with him and people like him back then because I thought that was the only way for me to have "friends".

I was like the jester/sideshow of the pack I hung out with. They made fun of me, occasionally hitting me, and tried to humiliate me and my family in front of new people.

They really made it a point to mock the way my face looked, and that I was slow and didn't have it all up there.

So after awhile I went back into gaming and got into anime, stuff I didn't do at first because the people I hung out with deemed it uncool. After I started doing that stuff, the people I hung out started to treat me worse than they did before. Soon I got fed up with the bullying and mocking, so i stopped hanging around them. Then I decided I should stop going outside and meeting people all together. That way I don't have to worry about people judging me or trying to impress other folks. I can sit in my room, play games and watch anime, disney, nick, and movies w/o anyone bothering me.

And that's pretty much how it's been for the past few years. Me locked up in my room w/ my interests. Only problem is that ever since a year ago or so I've started to become lonely and crave human contact, even though I know they'll shun and reject me like they did before.

So like I've said I have tried. It's no use. No one wants to be around a broken bum that has emotional and mental problems.

I won't give it up because it makes me happy, and I never got anywhere when I tried before.




I could never do that.

Just a small point about video games - given how much you game, I suppose you have lots of them. Can't you sell the ones you don't use? I for one have tons of older games I haven't played in ages.

Ok, I've not read the entire thread as it's pretty painful reading but MR20, you seem to stop as soon as you come to a hurdle - regardless of it's size. There are many things we find harder to do than others but nobody is going to do it for us. Bathing, for example, is the easiest to take control of - have regular washes, it's not hard and doesn't take long - if you really can't use the bathroom, use the kitchen. You know your situation better than anyone else so only you can come up with solutions, maybe your family can help too.
I'm all for people venting on here but you often write similarly lengthy lists of issues that only grow rather than shrink. I'm sorry but put down the control pad and do something about them. Start with a wash.

I really hate your whining, nothing against you - i'm just really annoyed by whining trolls who can't accept help when people are giving it.

My avatar makes me happy - that you even felt a need to comment on it, it's amusing.

Anyway - I really am out now. The excuses are getting boring.

Have a nice day.

Actually people with chronic depression tend to find washing extremely difficult. It also sounds like the OP comes from quite a deprived economic background. I wish people would have more sympathy for him than constantly telling him to "Pull himself up by his bootstraps" "Because we all get what we deserve in life". They're cliches and they're wrong , subliterate and stupid.

I don't think anyone has said anything like 'you get what you deserve.'
You just get what you get and have to make the best of it.