19 Jun 2018, 2:50 pm
...I am right this moment bumping along on the bus, using my outside cheap phone - And not up to writing that involves a bit more thought/ composition, rather than. an " Over to you! " swat of the tennis-Pong ball, as is the case now. Pain in my side, too 
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I likely will not be back in my temporary - and likely not much longer - room for some hours now.
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
19 Jun 2018, 2:56 pm
.I likely will not be back in my temporary - and likely not much longer - room for some hours now.
@ EVERYONE ELSE: He's obviously not asking for help, so obviously he just wants to rant.
Let him rant. It's his thread, after all.
I'm outta here.
19 Jun 2018, 4:00 pm
...It was not evasion, it was the truth 
U WAS bumping along on the bus - now, having checked your reply, I am annoyed e iugg and realizing that I will be accused if I don't" t give a speedy reply, posting oyrsoies against direct sunlight to get this up 
I do most of my at:length posting g when I'm in
in bed. I'm not there now. Writing at some depth takes more time. The old adage, " I didn't have enough time to write you a short letter, so I wrote a long one " could apply here 
! I do 't have time to re-read, and put more thought in.
You were new here, I wanted to phrase it carefully. As it turned out, you just wanted a reply NOW . .y econo.ic status (+ somewhat like.ired tech ; a ess) mean. I can't dedicate as much full -fledged computer time as I might otherwise.
You see.ed to be a different voice here, not like the endlessly howling, throwing accusations at me, three - like the three witches from " Macbeth ". Well, yeah, you were demanding a response this second. I recall, a while ago, you loudly quitting this board. Why'you come back ?
uote="ASS-P"]...I am right this moment bumping along on the bus, using my outside cheap phone - And not up to writing that involves a bit more thought/ composition, rather than. an " Over to you! " swat of the tennis-Pong ball, as is the case now. Pain in my side, too .
I likely will not be back in my temporary - and likely not much longer - room for some hours now.[/quote]Your evasion is longer than either possible answer.
@ EVERYONE ELSE: He's obviously not asking for help, so obviously he just wants to rant.
Let him rant. It's his thread, after all.
I'm outta here.[/quote]
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
19 Jun 2018, 4:08 pm
.I likely will not be back in my temporary - and likely not much longer - room for some hours now.
@ EVERYONE ELSE: He's obviously not asking for help, so obviously he just wants to rant.
Let him rant. It's his thread, after all.
I'm outta here.
He can rant all he likes, but he's going to stop screaming at WP members.
19 Jun 2018, 8:11 pm
19 Jun 2018, 8:27 pm
If it was just me pointing out that you chronically harshly lash out at the WP user base, you might have a point. But I'm not the only one saying that by a long shot. Even WP staff is pointing out that you habitually scream and shake your fist as the WP user base.
. It was something I had, and have, not detailed, And you encouraged them before, and perhaps this time, in silencing me. Some friend .This is the last thread you are going to be allowed to start for a long time. You can either use it to tell your tales of woe without involving the readers... or you can continue sucking the readers into it by lashing out at them, calling them out, pushing their buttons, guilt tripping them, playing head games etc.
If you continue to do the latter, then this last thread of yours will likely end up getting locked for the same reason as all the others.
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19 Jun 2018, 8:55 pm
I'm handicapped - and long since don't drive. Moving would be physically difficult, too.
Furthermore. I am, now, at least in line for some medical attention - especially that probable eye operation, I should just forget about that now and hop a Greyhound?
People to talk about " lower cost of living " somewhere presume a larger amount if money and skills/cnfrastructure/credentials to draw on - People talk about such and such a place where " You can buy a post-WWII tract house way cheap!! ! " or " Low taxes and light regulations make this a great place to start a business! ". I'm not in any position to do those things.
As far as getting a job, I'm about as likely to get a job that anybody would pay for as you are, Ezra1 Perhaps some education)training could eventually put me in a " salably employable " position, but that would require, say, some school - and THAT would require getting into school and THAT would require my transcripts from HS and, symbolically anyway, some people here - including, at least in part, YIU, Ezra - feel about THAT. You're absolutely determined that I not lay a hand on my transcripts!
When I lived in Mississippi I was able to rent a studio for $300 a month. Its only so expensive where you live because its CA.
$300.00 a month? For real? Wow!
19 Jun 2018, 9:03 pm
20 Jun 2018, 1:14 am
...XFG was only curious. I don't care to satisfy her curiosity - or yours - if there is not a wish to help me - And I am talking now about the extrsmely narrow " my desire to get copies of the TLPOP " . I said that, and I think I outlined my general desire well. Specifics? Well, if someone was truly I repeated, I'd tell them - perhaps offline.
RU is still howling not-true hatred at me claiming " I want someone else to do everything ", which is not so!
Perhaps he's crying because I got his number about his mommy hello g him get into college, literally or metaphorically.
Myself, I had no help, and it turned into disasters . And " the threesome (Including you ) break into my threads, yell at me and distract me!
Just as For demanded an immediate response from me, I did so and he complained - that it wasn't a re-stating of what I had already said about wanting the TLPOP I guess ? ?
I do much of my posing in bed, where I am doing it now. On this limited cheap phone 
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uote="Fnord"]
@ EVERYONE ELSE: He's obviously not asking for help, so obviously he just wants to rant.
Let him rant. It's his thread, after all.
I'm outta here.[/quote]
Try using a bit more logic Fnord. If he hadn't been asking for help again in this thread, XFG would not have ended up asking the question "Okay, what SPECIFICALLY do you want one of us to do?".
The problem with his rant, is he's ranting about us not helping him, us supposedly trying to prevent him from getting help, us supposedly wanting him to fail etc. I keep telling him to just tell his story without dragging us into it.[/quote]
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
20 Jun 2018, 1:55 am
Well now that you got that off your chest maybe you can get on with your story without including the readers in it.
I also do a lot of my posing in bed, which I am doing now, on a limited cheap phone with cracks all over the screen and also the crippledness of my lifelong disability that makes it so hard for me to do things with my hands and I also have juvenile arthritis
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20 Jun 2018, 2:33 am
...Ezra, I am sure that I DID NOT ! !! !! !! !!?? say that I wanted no one to post to this thread.
Why are you saying that?
I did say that I was unhappy about your - and the other two 's - past endless breaking into my threads to make the same attack OVER AND OVER AGAIN ! !
I am aware of your illness being greater than mine.
I was trying to set up s response explaining some of the trouble I have posting - and, perhaps, why it was something of a push for me to give the instant response that Fnord was demanding - which he just tantrums.over when I gave it to him, anyway 
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aS"]Well now that you got that off your chest maybe you can get on with your story without including the readers in it.
I also do a lot of my posing in bed, which I am doing now, on a limited cheap phone with cracks all over the screen and also the crippledness of my lifelong disability that makes it so hard for me to do things with my hands and I also have juvenile arthritis
Edit: I just saw that ASS-P has asked that no one post to this thread which he considers an invasion that distracts him.[/quote]
20 Jun 2018, 3:56 am
! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !?? say that I wanted no one to post to this thread.Why are you saying that?
I did say that I was unhappy about your - and the other two 's - past endless breaking into my threads to make the same attack OVER AND OVER AGAIN
! !I am aware of your illness being greater than mine.
I was trying to set up s response explaining some of the trouble I have posting - and, perhaps, why it was something of a push for me to give the instant response that Fnord was demanding - which he just tantrums.over when I gave it to him, anyway
Oops my bad
So it's that you don't want anyone posting anything to this thread that you consider lying, stupid, attacking, obsessive, demanding, crying, tantrums and numerous other pejoratives... Which by your definition has pretty much been most every post made by most anyone here and in all your other threads.
So update: ASS-P has asked that no one post to this thread anything that he considers lying, stupid, attacking, obsessive, demanding, crying, tantrums etc which he considers an invasion that distracts him.
20 Jun 2018, 5:04 am
...Your second paragraph: No, that isn't what I was saying. Don"t you have something better to do? If you're just going to proceed like this I will just ignore you .
S"]
! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !?? say that I wanted no one to post to this thread.Why are you saying that?
I did say that I was unhappy about your - and the other two 's - past endless breaking into my threads to make the same attack OVER AND OVER AGAIN
! !I am aware of your illness being greater than mine.
I was trying to set up s response explaining some of the trouble I have posting - and, perhaps, why it was something of a push for me to give the instant response that Fnord was demanding - which he just tantrums.over when I gave it to him, anyway
Oops my bad
So it's that you don't want anyone posting anything to this thread that you consider lying, stupid, attacking, obsessive, demanding, crying, tantrums and numerous other pejoratives... Which by your definition has pretty much been most every post made by most anyone here and in all your other threads.
So update: ASS-P has asked that no one post to this thread anything that he considers lying, stupid, attacking, obsessive, demanding, crying, tantrums etc which he considers an invasion that distracts him.[/quote]
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
20 Jun 2018, 5:32 am
You're right my bad, yet again, I'm sorry. I usually try to be more careful about how I word things.
Second draft:
So it's that you don't want anyone posting anything to this thread that you consider lying, stupid, attacking, obsessive, demanding, crying, tantrums and numerous other pejoratives...
Which by your definition it seems has pretty much been most every post made by most anyone here and in all your other threads.
How's that?
Well actually with me being a virtual invalid with basically no friends
not really I'm sorry
I'll try to do better please don't me
20 Jun 2018, 9:14 pm
...I am an outcast here, even among outcasts . My economic and social status contributes to that - but, also, the lack of " belongingness ' , and knowledge, that that burdens me with, and lack of connection-infrastructure. There are people here older than I, but seem both to have been allowed to have good stability in their life, and built up connections and know.
My lack of computer literacy is one example .
Another manifestation of my lack of connection is that I can't even access my HS transcripts to have them at hand when, if I did, I try to apply to college when the so-called " normal " method does not get my transcripts sent to place I hypothetically apply to.
It did not work before. I need to get my hands at the TLPOP, then, once I really had them, I could try applying to college, because I would know that I had copies to send them. It is just this tiny - yet oh so important - matter of the TLPOP. If that matter was solved, I could go on to applying. Getting the TLPOP is entirely separate from applying. I would need the TLPOP matter solved - THEN I could apply . But, I get shrieking, lying, hatred them for this from people who themselves possibly had help in applying to college and were allowed a steady infrastructure - but ordered me to take on a fake background for a false GED, telling me I must discard my past .
Elsewhere, others stick their fingers in their ears and tell of super-dee-duper admissions people who will be nice THIS time, magical thinking fantasies. Just obtaining the TLPOP would break the logjam !
Of course, I no longer really think I'll get help here. This is more a post mortem analysis. Speaking of which, I wonder if I will have another heart attack .
My tech-knowledge cutoff was illustrated by Fjord"s tantrum at me. Demanding a response that second - I don't have that much equipment, or, often, time!
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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!
20 Jun 2018, 9:22 pm
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