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17 Sep 2008, 12:32 am

Having seasons for things sounds like a wonderful idea. I'll try it!

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17 Sep 2008, 1:32 am

The 'Art Season' begins today (first meeting back at college). 'The Writing Season' starts about the end of May with the blowing of dust from piles of paper. Even the students at college know about my 'Writing Season' and it gets them excited too in an odd way even though they don't write themselves. (I suppose they feel like waving a little flag or something :roll: ).

It would be wonderful to say that I'm not isolated and not nailed down by Asperger's but I am. No one visits me but I meet up with other mature students from college and we go to odd museums to draw things. (The drawing trips also have a season between June and August). We went along to an industrial museum on the last trip for this year. There were loads of pipes and cog-wheels and levers and stuff like that. At first the drawings were attempts at accurate straight lines and curves - after that I began to draw the feelings and atmospheres and go off into abstract. The attendants didn't worry that we were drawing. It makes the museum more interesting if people are sat somewhere drawing.

Museums are quiet. I'm very sound-sensitive.

I started art with a little class on Wednesday afternoons. Art classes are good because everyone is strange in art and I fitted in. (No one has ever been thrown out of an art class for being weird.)I couldn't do art at school because of the crowds. When I went to my local college I had little notes with what I really wanted to ask written on them. (I have Asperger's. Have you got an art class where no one is terrifying and no one is screaming?).

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17 Sep 2008, 2:44 am

I am single and every single person around me, no matter how nerdy, now has a significant other. I do not have a single single friend anymore. And the worst part is a lot of my friends' girlfriends are girls who I once was interested in but decided they were not interested in me.

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17 Sep 2008, 2:54 am

My hair is s**t. It never looks brushed.
My face is s**t.
I am too fat for my frame
I can never be motivated to do anything.
I sleep too much
I have become boring
I say things before thinking.
I'm hated by most internet people.
I have never found a group of friends to be part of.
I have made poor decisions in my life and I would give anything to make them again.
I never get around to doing anything.
I'm not really skilled at anything.
I'm pretty much mediocre in every way possible.
I wish I just had a skill or thing in which I am REALLY good at.
I will never stop wanting to get revenge on certain people.

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17 Sep 2008, 4:35 am

I will never let the past lie until I have gotten my revenge

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17 Sep 2008, 6:35 pm

cloudchaser wrote:

I have pictures in my head like you do Zen Mistress but I almost never see images of people and instead I see places: rooms, buildings mostly. My characters often appear without families or friends yet are somehow quite happy to be that way. Sometimes fantasy and reality blend in my writing in a dreamlike way and at other times I feel like I'm writing an animation of some kind.

Yeah I know what you mean.. I often forget to develop the character. Also, my characters are either males, or very uptight females. I find it hard to get inside the average woman's head.

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18 Sep 2008, 9:34 am

I tend to let my negative thoughts control my life, but I trying not to let them so much.

One reason why I can't relate to anyone around me is because my pride won't let me.

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