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25 Feb 2023, 5:04 am

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I got such bad sensory overload at work today. I hate when we have to count rags or fold towels at work. It gets so hectic in our department with bins everywhere and people talking to each other. I can't focus on counting either so I get almost nothing done. I also f****d up counting when my friends manager had me count the bags I was putting in a bin, so I hope I don't get in trouble later.


Sounds like a job I'd be happy doing. I love counting


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25 Feb 2023, 8:09 am

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I got such bad sensory overload at work today. I hate when we have to count rags or fold towels at work. It gets so hectic in our department with bins everywhere and people talking to each other. I can't focus on counting either so I get almost nothing done. I also f****d up counting when my friends manager had me count the bags I was putting in a bin, so I hope I don't get in trouble later.


Sounds like a job I'd be happy doing. I love counting

I have dyscalculia so I can't keep count for that long, and my workplace is so f*****g noisy because of the industrial washers and driers they use, so I usually can't focus on counting either. I prefer doing my main job, where a machine counts things for me. lol



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25 Feb 2023, 3:45 pm

How could someone do that to a crying, pregnant woman?! :evil:


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25 Feb 2023, 6:46 pm

My period is getting kind of irregular, and I don't think I even ovulated this time (I didn't get any of the usual symptoms that I get). I need to see a gynecologist to figure out what's wrong, but I'm so nervous about going. I'm not looking forward to having an exam done and I feel uncomfortable even with the idea of having a female doctor.



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27 Feb 2023, 8:45 pm

fed up with having my ex and his friend fighting over me
i know my ex is suffering from a personality disorder but i still want to just take my son and get away

the only person in the world precious to me is my son.


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01 Mar 2023, 6:41 am

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One day I'll get out of this small town.
I'll pack my bags and this place will only be a memory, a chapter, I'll return to the place I truly consider home. I don't know how, I don't know when, but I know that I have to try.


I understand this totally. Living for 23 years in this cliquey, snooty, unfriendly village has done me in. I can't take anymore. We are moving away next year to a place I consider home, or that's it for me. I'll just walk away into the forest and disappear. I'm really hoping there isn't a problem with moving house next year :?

I hope you get your wish to move away.


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01 Mar 2023, 3:52 pm

KitLily wrote:
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One day I'll get out of this small town.
I'll pack my bags and this place will only be a memory, a chapter, I'll return to the place I truly consider home. I don't know how, I don't know when, but I know that I have to try.


I understand this totally. Living for 23 years in this cliquey, snooty, unfriendly village has done me in. I can't take anymore. We are moving away next year to a place I consider home, or that's it for me. I'll just walk away into the forest and disappear. I'm really hoping there isn't a problem with moving house next year :?

I hope you get your wish to move away.


To those planning on becoming a hermit:
I suggest all hermits form a community and live in isolation altogether...

Erm... :scratch:
D'oh! :wall:



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01 Mar 2023, 5:57 pm

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I understand this totally. Living for 23 years in this cliquey, snooty, unfriendly village has done me in. I can't take anymore. We are moving away next year to a place I consider home, or that's it for me. I'll just walk away into the forest and disappear. I'm really hoping there isn't a problem with moving house next year :?

I hope you get your wish to move away.


Thanks. Hopefully your move goes well.


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02 Mar 2023, 12:34 pm

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KitLily wrote:

I understand this totally. Living for 23 years in this cliquey, snooty, unfriendly village has done me in. I can't take anymore. We are moving away next year to a place I consider home, or that's it for me. I'll just walk away into the forest and disappear. I'm really hoping there isn't a problem with moving house next year :?

I hope you get your wish to move away.


Thanks. Hopefully your move goes well.


I hope you get to move away too :heart: :flower:


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02 Mar 2023, 7:29 pm

My self harm habit is getting out of control and I still cannot believe that I got up yesterday and the first thing I did was self harm. </3 What the actual f**k.



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03 Mar 2023, 6:23 am

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To those planning on becoming a hermit:
I suggest all hermits form a community and live in isolation altogether...

Erm... :scratch:
D'oh! :wall:


I'm not planning on becoming a hermit, Pepe, I'm planning to end it all if I have to live here much longer. I can't live in this cage anymore, I can't see my life continuing if I can't get out of it.


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03 Mar 2023, 7:00 pm

I want to cry and I want to self harm really bad. I hate being female and being trans. I hate dealing with other people. Literally no one understands me or gives a s**t IRL and I'm tired of it. If the rest of my life is going to be like this with people dismissing me and doing and saying whatever the f**k they want to me I'd rather f*****g just kill myself.



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03 Mar 2023, 7:10 pm

Fairfield wrote:
I want to cry and I want to self harm really bad. I hate being female and being trans. I hate dealing with other people. Literally no one understands me or gives a s**t IRL and I'm tired of it. If the rest of my life is going to be like this with people dismissing me and doing and saying whatever the f**k they want to me I'd rather f*****g just kill myself.


I can offer you a hug, or just go dangle one of them from a balcony until they tinkle.
Which ever you'd prefer. :mrgreen:


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03 Mar 2023, 10:54 pm

KitLily wrote:
Pepe wrote:
To those planning on becoming a hermit:
I suggest all hermits form a community and live in isolation altogether...

Erm... :scratch:
D'oh! :wall:


I'm not planning on becoming a hermit, Pepe, I'm planning to end it all if I have to live here much longer. I can't live in this cage anymore, I can't see my life continuing if I can't get out of it.


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Define what your problems are and develop customised solutions.
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04 Mar 2023, 6:58 am

Pepe wrote:
I am a slow thinker but a deep one.
Define what your problems are and develop customised solutions.
"Baby steps" is one of the most powerful strategies in the universe.


Yes. I've done all that. Next year we are moving house, away from this area. I've put everything in place, done everything I can. I just have to wait for time to tick down to reach my goal.

But I've been doing all these f*****g baby steps for 23 years. TWENTY THREE years. I'm worn out. I'm done. I want to DO SOMETHING with my life! Instead of creeping along, bit by bit by bit by bit by bit by bit by bit.

Summer 2024 is my deadline. If my plans don't come to fruition then, I'm walking or driving off a cliff, end of. I can't continue in this grey, dull, lonely, restricted life. If it means leaving my family and moving away by myself, I will.

BECAUSE I AM DONE WITH THIS!! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! ! Next year is where my current story ends, one way or another.


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