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Why do people think that bladder incontinence is the only type of incontinence? That's not the type that I have. People are very obsessed with pee. Even my own doctor. I had to correct her today and tell her that I have bowel incontinence. I am so wrought with emotions that I'm drinking coffee before bed. It's all about the bladder, isn't it? The world is one, big fracking bladder.

I had faecal incontinence.
Yup.
You're not alone.

Mine was from a bowel resection subsequent to sexual assault.

I did Pelvic Rehabilitation Therapy.

There are other physical therapies you can do too.
I went to one for a few days and quit, but I forget what it was called.

Your doctor should be referring you for PT.

My little cousin was married today. All church-attending, family members were invited. I wasn’t invited because I’m not involved in the religion anymore. They don’t know I’m an atheist, and I don’t talk about religion with them. They think this will make me see the error of my ways. It just makes me see how conditional their love is. Even if I wasn’t an atheist, I doubt their behavior would motivate me to return.

It still hurts though. I remember carrying her around when she was a baby and I was 16. She was so precious.

Bullies in college have nothing to do but stare at the meekest people, laugh at their every move and bully as long as they don't put up a fight. They will get everything, leadership, poverty alleviation funds, lovers, and opportunities to join the party. When witnessing bullying and resistance, the docile sheep put on their headphones and closed the curtains, fearing that the flames would burn them. The more I was attacked, the better the relationship became, even though most people don't benefit from bullying. He can always be the monitor without doing anything, so I can't find a single mistake to prove his dereliction of duty. The counselor was upset because his name was not on my competition results. No one can be a helping force, neither leaders nor the masses. Everyone is an accomplice. I can only play a cruel person so that no one will bother me.

Long term digestive issues disappear as soon as I leave them. Damn, I should have punched him the first time he called me an idiot.

Anger makes me awake, agile, active, excited, brave, but unable to think. Without academic ability, I would immediately become a loser.

Is there no worthy f*****g news today. Why are Oscar nominations so important

That man is used to offending others and then refusing to apologize in order to gain high social status.

Maybe my body clock is shifting by an hour or two later than what's happening for the past 2-3 weeks.

I just want... Order.
Why can't I have it??

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For Christmas, I paid £100 towards my mum's new TV. They needed a new one because of their deteriorating eyesight, and I wanted to be nice, despite the amount clearly being excessive for what I could pay.

After less than a month, my mum threw a coffee cup at it in a rage. She's an alcoholic and threw it because apparently my dad was being snarky.

Anyway, it's completely destroyed.

It's not the worst thing I've ever dealt with from her, to be honest, but I'm completely done with her.

When I was growing up, one of my strongest memories is of her suddenly screaming and smashing plates in the kitchen. In the end, I was glad when I'd get home and she wouldn't be there, because it meant I was safe. She must have spent half of my teenage years institutionalised.

I don't even know what I'm meant to feel about this. Right now I want her to disappear forever.

Since when did it become a thing to have to ask customer service agents if they're robots...

I'm not even joking. I had a serious issue concerning delivery and it took me the first 10 minutes of contact to establish whether or not I was talking to an actual flesh and blood person.

Maybe if the delivery company hired competent, literate couriers in the first place I wouldn't have had to put poor Sanjay (not his actual name) through my "are you a robot" q and a.

f*****g nerks!

I'm starting to feel suicidal and I hate it.

I don't understand what's wrong with me. I have this extreme fear of being around another person. I've always been like this. I wanted to be with someone today – the only person I know (from the internet obvs) and the only person I care about – but I couldn't, and the way it makes me feel makes me want to never engage with anyone else ever again.

Damn, on the first day of the New Year, I made two other people unhappy in the game, saying that one of them cheated and left the room without notice to the other.My ability to offend is disgusting.They're all very nice people, and I'm a real stumbling block.
***, what's going on? Why do I always make people feel bad? ***.
It's not normal to be unhappy because of such a small thing, is it? ***, I'm an idiot, no matter which way I look at it.

Someone in my life got a haircut that is very different from every haircut I have seen them have before. It feels like an insult.It feels like they are someone else. I really don't like that they got that haircut.I don't even think I have a specific issue with the actual haircut. It looks ok on other people and it probably looks good on this person. But I do not like that they just up and changed their hair so much randomly. I did not know they were getting a haircut and they got it in the middle of a workday. Idk why it bothers me so much.