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rant, how does it take a week to know if the dog can be pensionned? agenda-wise
only one week to go now
omg, eating away the time


the early secured place decided this month to the silent treatement,
i guess someone of higher social value took the spot
- there's always something, sigh

I want a complete downgrade on emotional expressions, not 'upgrade' it.

I don't want to 'express more', I want less.


Not fighting it is a gamble.
But fighting it takes a toll or ineffective.

I just want to be in control, not my emotions controlling me.

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Dad.
Why are you asking your chronically ill daughter to drive 45 minutes to drive YOU somewhere that is local to you?

I love you dearly, dad, but I feel you don’t understand.
I’m mad at you. I am sobbing because of you.
You know your girlfriend of 2 years better than you know your own children. You don’t put in the effort you very well should.

You only like to be present for us when it’s having fun. That’s how it feels. You need to be present for anything. Good and bad, sad and mad.

I can’t come to you if I’m sad. I can’t come to you if i’m proud. You ignore and you disconnect. I try and tell you I’m mad? I can’t. You don’t understand.

You seem to have never tried to form an emotional connection with your child.
An emotional connection now feels… impossible.

The negligence I have felt from you, even when you are near, is simply heartbreaking.

If you eventry and make an excuse, I will be in even more devastation than I am now. I am not attempting to guilt you in any way, I am only speaking the truth.

A simple “I’m sorry” is not acceptable. I cannot and will not accept.

I love you, Dad.

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hours been cut the past couple months @ work. good thing my worthless corpse ain't got no children, car, or debt or anything like that, s**t.

been applying for other jobs: McDonald's, janitor, factory, warehouse. minimum wage, unskilled labor. that not many want. that someone has to do. jobs that are bad for the body (heavy lifting). angry customers. s**t.

right armpit and vulva, rashes for about ten years. sometimes itchy, esp legs. wearing shorts on the blanket, sometimes itchy or something.

thank buddha, it's july. feet have not been cold since march or so, and won't be cold until october. but, sooner or later, the winter comes. s**t.

exhausted all the time

can't concentrate, as a function of autism. extroverts/neurotypicals do not understand, and some of them act like they know everything.

"karen". most precious lil "people" act like they are so f*****g innocent, they have never done jack s**t wrong before.

worried about $$$

unearned income

don't know how to cook

zero job skills

zero "life" skills

hate how any old convicted felon could come to the parking lot @ work and bother me. too "public".

seriously regret by dismal academic performance

zero "friends".

F*** "tentative dates"

And whoever the f*** assumes that I'm in the damn office 24 fricking 7.


Just go f***ing away. I'm on my f***ing day off and you f***ing people knew better than to bother me.

I don't live in the damn office and I'm not a walking infodesk because f*** tentative dates.

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I swear that if it wasn't for the menopause some daytime television talk shows would have nothing to talk about

I mean I know it's nice to be able to talk about it but there's no need to flipping sensationalise it and sell it as if it's a new craze that women are only just buying in to

I mean it's at a point now where even the men are trying to muscle in on it with the male menopause or the manopause or whatever

Is nothing f*****g sacred!

Rant over

Oh ok well I've not heard of that

I'll shut my mouth then

They should call it dwindling

Good one that

once witnessed a woman (from the UK) on another site getting accused of lying about her pregnancy because she didn't have her own private midwife

The person accusing her was from another country where you must obviously get your own personal midwife to see you through each and every bump in the road of your pregnancy or maybe the accuser was so privileged in their own life that they don't understand what it's like to have to rough it with the rest of society...

I didn't even know the name of any midwife when I was pregnant because this just simply doesn't happen in the UK on the NHS

Anyway I was pretty appalled by what I saw happening to this woman...IT WAS BULLYING AND TARGETED AS WELL!

Just needed to get that out of my system because it's been festering for a while now..thanks

It turns out that one of the members that I was missing wasn't such a Sweet Pea after all. I made the mistake of reading posts from 2007 and I deeply regret it.