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So annoyed with people online. I try to find people with a similar music taste. However only the trolls reply. It makes me angry. Don't reply if you don't like it.

I feel bad, not only about myself but also about my life. At the same time, I can understand that my life is just monotonous, accompanied by my hostile projection, far from being bad. But why is my life boring, why is there hostile projection, in the final analysis, I have shaped it myself. And why do I do this, I can't get an answer.
I want to get a simple and upright ideological and political education, just like I got when I was growing up, but I can't find it.
I feel that my situation is uncomfortable, but I can't find the reason.

I want my defense mechanism to be an overachieving workaholic that grew to hate work but is addicted to it, than a maladaptive daydreamer who wanted nothing to do with those stories.

Hell, even retaining obsessions and special interest no thanks to burning out. I'd take it.


Yes, this could be more ambitious than being autistic and not having social anxiety.
Harnessing feelings of negative emotions into productivity is one very common thing... Making it it's source of being soother is another.

My true rant is that I want this old self to rest in peace, and in it's place; being more like myself.

Not as ambitious as ridding off executive dysfunction entirely.

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In this relationship, I am the bully - AI told me so.
I tried to eliminate all the uncertainty and instability in the relationship, but in the final analysis, the source of this instability is my girlfriend, another soul.
I am incapable of love if I insist on using reason to guide my life.
Maybe, I was incapable of love from the beginning.

I'm like bloody Billy Muggins me keeping jumping up to the door buzzer when it's not even parcels for my flat

It's the next doors and you never know if they're in or out because they just don't respond...to anyone

We had to let their lad in the other day When he was stranded outside like a feral flipping cat

It's since the menopause hit her, I swear it is because she was always sociable until then but now she's like a bleeping hermit crab

I got a post of mine deleted on here the other day (not unusual I know)

I mean I wouldn't have even noticed it was reported if I hadn't have got moderator PM because I didn't actually give the post in question a second thought

But it was a valid question that I asked and it just made me think that if I was waiting for a discussion or an answer to my query then I didn't even get a chance

This actually upset me because it was harmless and there was no bad intentions with it but it just proves my point that some people just want to stifle other people's thoughts, opinions and questions just because they don't like it and because it doesn't fit in with their way of thinking it it's triggering to them So their attitude to it is to just f**k everyone else (skews my language)

^ Unfortunately, being on a forum like this one makes one vulnerable to sometimes punitive reporting from other users.

^ Speculation like that isn't helpful and in any case, it's not what happened.
I saw the post for myself.

I think babybird knows she can talk to me about anything, including this removal.

Christ you can't have a decent rant around here

Is there an unwritten rule somewhere where it says rants are not to be responded to

But I didn't do that

i was just getting something off my chest that was festering away in my head

you just say things when you're ranting though don't you

i hate brandon urie