16 May 2015, 4:47 am
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well there's no option to go back anyways. it ended for the same reason women won't date me. I don't have a well paying job.
sorry to hear that, but glad you found happiness in yourself.
question if areas always need work then won't you never be ready? ^o.o>
I did use to value myself but that was living in a fake world.
I try to be kind and respectful to everyone. I want to make people happy not sad. I don't know sometimes I wonder if life would be better if I didn't have those values.
why weren't you able to communicate ?
hugs
sorry to hear that, but glad you found happiness in yourself.
question if areas always need work then won't you never be ready? ^o.o>
I did use to value myself but that was living in a fake world.
I try to be kind and respectful to everyone. I want to make people happy not sad. I don't know sometimes I wonder if life would be better if I didn't have those values.
why weren't you able to communicate ?
hugs
There is a possibility that i wont ever be ready, but I prefer that chance/risk to the probability of never having a long term relationship that doesn't end with my health in tatters.
You wouldn't be you if you didn't have those values
, and if you live a life out of sync with those values, you would loose your integrity. If you like those things about yourself HOLD ONTO THEM, develop them, make practical adjustments to your criteria for sharing these attributes with others, they are a rarity, and as such can be valuable if you place a value on them 
. Still the same kind loving person, but with some protective boundaries for this fake world.The doctors told me that my communication issues were related to the depression I was experiencing. Basically, I had all these thoughts, but could not put them into words (written or verbal), I could still script, but not actually communicate, it has taken me almost a year to be able to write like this, for a long time just communicating a sentence was exhausting.
(((Hugs))) to you too Sly, be true to yourself.
ah. well to each their own. hugs.
no I suppose I wouldn't but women don't like me.
not sure how I'd do that. ^o.o>
interesting . I don't talk verbally much, it can be difficult some times. phone calls are the worst. somtimes I open my mouth but can't say anything
glad you're better now and able to communicate.
hugs.
16 May 2015, 4:48 am
sly279 wrote:
Booyakasha wrote:
sly279 wrote:
not sure I like that you changed your avatar, now I'll have to relearn it.
oh. well I don't have a beard anymore since I got into wet shaving.
mine keep popping up if I get a job I'll have to try the other acne treatments.
I can't lie cheat and steal anyways. though life might be easier if I could.
share number?
because I'd like to date one of them,
don't think there is any possible way to outnumber them they'll the majority. I've been told I need to change if I am to survive in the world of self centered jerks. no room for nice people.
Ok my old avatar is back, don't want to confuse people
Please don't change....there are enough of a**holes in this world, we don't need one more
I'm sorry to see you suffer because of it though.
sly279 wrote:
not really, its based off success and wealth. I have neither. but if everyone was valuable then no one would be, you have to have worthless people to make the others look better.
idk that there is many. seem to just upset people or get attacked.
I probably won't til I'm 30-35. I don't want to die, I just feel horrible. I don't know of any other solution to fixe or end it. since the emotion drug is way off if ever to be made, and probably couldn't' afford it anyways.
Yeah I'm sorry about that, it's probably easier to get some medicine here in Europe. I hope that with time and support you'll be able to feel better about yourself....time heals, at least some of us. I honestly couldn't care less now what others think of me, but I remember how horrible it used to be before, when every criticism was like stabbing with the knife.
oh but did you like the other one better? :S I would have learned to associate it with you.
just get so use to seeing stuff as it was I suppose. hope i didn't cause you to be less happy with your avatar.
I don't know if I can. I've wanted to try though but I can't bring myself to be mean to others or demean women.
well the medicine doesn't' exist yet sadly though it maybe for the best. yeah but you have your husband right? so you dont' have to care what anyone but him thinks. must be nice.
no, don't worry, I'm not attached to any avatar, this one is fine too
and yes, it is nice to be out of the market so to speak, but I meant in general, I don't care as much as I used to what people think of me. I honestly hope that it will be like that with you too whether you find someone or not.
that's definitely a sign of character, not to be able to be mean to others despite everything, that's exceedingly rare. I get that to you it seems like a flaw, but I think that's the best part of you. it's their loss, those who can't appreciate it in you.
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16 May 2015, 10:56 am
18 May 2015, 5:47 pm
Booyakasha wrote:
no, don't worry, I'm not attached to any avatar, this one is fine too
and yes, it is nice to be out of the market so to speak, but I meant in general, I don't care as much as I used to what people think of me. I honestly hope that it will be like that with you too whether you find someone or not.
that's definitely a sign of character, not to be able to be mean to others despite everything, that's exceedingly rare. I get that to you it seems like a flaw, but I think that's the best part of you. it's their loss, those who can't appreciate it in you.
and yes, it is nice to be out of the market so to speak, but I meant in general, I don't care as much as I used to what people think of me. I honestly hope that it will be like that with you too whether you find someone or not.
that's definitely a sign of character, not to be able to be mean to others despite everything, that's exceedingly rare. I get that to you it seems like a flaw, but I think that's the best part of you. it's their loss, those who can't appreciate it in you.
ok hugs
luckly. I doubt it. I'm a people pleaser.
O.o
19 May 2015, 1:29 am
sly279 wrote:
Booyakasha wrote:
no, don't worry, I'm not attached to any avatar, this one is fine too
and yes, it is nice to be out of the market so to speak, but I meant in general, I don't care as much as I used to what people think of me. I honestly hope that it will be like that with you too whether you find someone or not.
that's definitely a sign of character, not to be able to be mean to others despite everything, that's exceedingly rare. I get that to you it seems like a flaw, but I think that's the best part of you. it's their loss, those who can't appreciate it in you.
and yes, it is nice to be out of the market so to speak, but I meant in general, I don't care as much as I used to what people think of me. I honestly hope that it will be like that with you too whether you find someone or not.
that's definitely a sign of character, not to be able to be mean to others despite everything, that's exceedingly rare. I get that to you it seems like a flaw, but I think that's the best part of you. it's their loss, those who can't appreciate it in you.
ok hugs
luckly. I doubt it. I'm a people pleaser.
O.o
Ah, I'm a people pleaser too
Hugs back!
19 May 2015, 9:19 pm
looks like that lady got a bf again
and had a fight with lady I met on playstation, about it. she says I just make up excuses. she can't understand shes not lving my life. i can just walk up to a company ang get a job that pays 25 or moe an hour. thats not how life works. you start out working at 18 then around 25 or later you start to get your way to that pay. I f****d up and am stupid. so I won't ever get that kind of pay. she and others seem to think its so easy and I'm just making exuces and not trying. pisses me off and depresses me. f**k women. why can't they change for me. why do I have to change and pretend to be someone I'm not for the rest of my life just to get them and kicker is they woudlnt' even love me just the job and money ad person I'm prtending to me. so yeah I'd rather and will die. I don't want to do that and I don't want to have to suffere for the next 60 years. no thanks.
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19 May 2015, 9:25 pm
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looks like that lady got a bf again and had a fight with lady I met on playstation, about it. she says I just make up excuses. she can't understand shes not lving my life. i can just walk up to a company ang get a job that pays 25 or moe an hour. thats not how life works. you start out working at 18 then around 25 or later you start to get your way to that pay. I f****d up and am stupid. so I won't ever get that kind of pay. she and others seem to think its so easy and I'm just making exuces and not trying. pisses me off and depresses me. f**k women. why can't they change for me. why do I have to change and pretend to be someone I'm not for the rest of my life just to get them and kicker is they woudlnt' even love me just the job and money ad person I'm prtending to me. so yeah I'd rather and will die. I don't want to do that and I don't want to have to suffere for the next 60 years. no thanks.
and had a fight with lady I met on playstation, about it. she says I just make up excuses. she can't understand shes not lving my life. i can just walk up to a company ang get a job that pays 25 or moe an hour. thats not how life works. you start out working at 18 then around 25 or later you start to get your way to that pay. I f****d up and am stupid. so I won't ever get that kind of pay. she and others seem to think its so easy and I'm just making exuces and not trying. pisses me off and depresses me. f**k women. why can't they change for me. why do I have to change and pretend to be someone I'm not for the rest of my life just to get them and kicker is they woudlnt' even love me just the job and money ad person I'm prtending to me. so yeah I'd rather and will die. I don't want to do that and I don't want to have to suffere for the next 60 years. no thanks.it is a matter of 1] recognizing that one is an uncommon personality type, and 2] confining one's search for another similar personality type to hang with. short of that, one must learn to cope as best one can as a singleton. no getting around this.
20 May 2015, 4:54 pm
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sly279 wrote:
looks like that lady got a bf again and had a fight with lady I met on playstation, about it. she says I just make up excuses. she can't understand shes not lving my life. i can just walk up to a company ang get a job that pays 25 or moe an hour. thats not how life works. you start out working at 18 then around 25 or later you start to get your way to that pay. I f****d up and am stupid. so I won't ever get that kind of pay. she and others seem to think its so easy and I'm just making exuces and not trying. pisses me off and depresses me. f**k women. why can't they change for me. why do I have to change and pretend to be someone I'm not for the rest of my life just to get them and kicker is they woudlnt' even love me just the job and money ad person I'm prtending to me. so yeah I'd rather and will die. I don't want to do that and I don't want to have to suffere for the next 60 years. no thanks.
and had a fight with lady I met on playstation, about it. she says I just make up excuses. she can't understand shes not lving my life. i can just walk up to a company ang get a job that pays 25 or moe an hour. thats not how life works. you start out working at 18 then around 25 or later you start to get your way to that pay. I f****d up and am stupid. so I won't ever get that kind of pay. she and others seem to think its so easy and I'm just making exuces and not trying. pisses me off and depresses me. f**k women. why can't they change for me. why do I have to change and pretend to be someone I'm not for the rest of my life just to get them and kicker is they woudlnt' even love me just the job and money ad person I'm prtending to me. so yeah I'd rather and will die. I don't want to do that and I don't want to have to suffere for the next 60 years. no thanks.it is a matter of 1] recognizing that one is an uncommon personality type, and 2] confining one's search for another similar personality type to hang with. short of that, one must learn to cope as best one can as a singleton. no getting around this.
yes there is it's called death.
there are no women like me out there. no one I'm good enough for so tried of hearing how sh***y I am. I just want to be free, death is freedom, its release. I'd rather live sure but this is just horrible. everything about me is so wrong. wish the doctors had just let me die.
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21 May 2015, 4:00 am
sly279 wrote:
auntblabby wrote:
sly279 wrote:
looks like that lady got a bf again and had a fight with lady I met on playstation, about it. she says I just make up excuses. she can't understand shes not lving my life. i can just walk up to a company ang get a job that pays 25 or moe an hour. thats not how life works. you start out working at 18 then around 25 or later you start to get your way to that pay. I f****d up and am stupid. so I won't ever get that kind of pay. she and others seem to think its so easy and I'm just making exuces and not trying. pisses me off and depresses me. f**k women. why can't they change for me. why do I have to change and pretend to be someone I'm not for the rest of my life just to get them and kicker is they woudlnt' even love me just the job and money ad person I'm prtending to me. so yeah I'd rather and will die. I don't want to do that and I don't want to have to suffere for the next 60 years. no thanks.
and had a fight with lady I met on playstation, about it. she says I just make up excuses. she can't understand shes not lving my life. i can just walk up to a company ang get a job that pays 25 or moe an hour. thats not how life works. you start out working at 18 then around 25 or later you start to get your way to that pay. I f****d up and am stupid. so I won't ever get that kind of pay. she and others seem to think its so easy and I'm just making exuces and not trying. pisses me off and depresses me. f**k women. why can't they change for me. why do I have to change and pretend to be someone I'm not for the rest of my life just to get them and kicker is they woudlnt' even love me just the job and money ad person I'm prtending to me. so yeah I'd rather and will die. I don't want to do that and I don't want to have to suffere for the next 60 years. no thanks.it is a matter of 1] recognizing that one is an uncommon personality type, and 2] confining one's search for another similar personality type to hang with. short of that, one must learn to cope as best one can as a singleton. no getting around this.
yes there is it's called death.
there are no women like me out there. no one I'm good enough for so tried of hearing how sh***y I am. I just want to be free, death is freedom, its release. I'd rather live sure but this is just horrible. everything about me is so wrong. wish the doctors had just let me die.
Hi there sly, please don't give up because of some brainless women...your life has greater value than any opinion they might have. You definitely shouldn't live just to please them, and I wholeheartedly agree you shouldn't change just so they would like you because of your income or job.
Please, please don't give up, if only you could focus on just about anything else that is more rewarding?
hugs
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21 May 2015, 4:02 am
yes, sly, us brother and sister aspies need to stick together and stick around, por favor
21 May 2015, 10:14 pm
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21 May 2015, 10:18 pm
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I don't think I'll do it anytime soon, but life is so horrible. but what is value if no one thinks its value, and there's no one to spend it with..problem is there isn't I have pretty much 24/7 free and not many things to do. new soaps came today atleast.
Froot Loops
banana
orange cream
cocnut
and another almond one.
Froot Loops
banana
orange cream
cocnut
and another almond one.
the only thing that matters is if YOU deem yourself and your aims of value! and those are some neat soaps
21 May 2015, 11:46 pm
auntblabby wrote:
sly279 wrote:
I don't think I'll do it anytime soon, but life is so horrible. but what is value if no one thinks its value, and there's no one to spend it with..problem is there isn't I have pretty much 24/7 free and not many things to do. new soaps came today atleast.
Froot Loops
banana
orange cream
cocnut
and another almond one.
Froot Loops
banana
orange cream
cocnut
and another almond one.
the only thing that matters is if YOU deem yourself and your aims of value! and those are some neat soaps
maybe if I was happy being alone for the rest of my life that woudl be true. but when you desire to be with others you have to care about what others think about you.
thanks I hope they all don't react badly to me, so I'll be able to use them all.
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