I Got Jailed Again!

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You're bang on sunshine. This is why I feel I should not miss them. Which I do naturally, but what I mean is, they "cared" about me because it's their JOB, or was! They were people to feel good about life with because they had some nice aura about them during the time we were associated. In a manner of choice terms. And once they leave, do you ever feel like this 'connection' for you was not as important to them as it was to you? 'Who are you again?' kind of vibes show up in their approach (if they encounter you outside). It's like you are plain shite once they depart.

Honestly: I messaged some (since departed) support people on Facebook ages ago to let them know their ex co-people done a dirty on me as I felt compelled to vent it out and yet NOBODY ******* cared about me telling them my situation, not even my #1 worker, Ruth. They never responded. So there's that.

I'll be lonely for a wee while yet, but only UNTIL the right people come along. Autism or not, it shouldn't matter a squeak what disability holds us back, provided I show greatness through my own good actions.

Yes.

Edited out talk of ahem ladies.

I think I just meet too many bizarre ones. Is my relationship with the Internet just too unhealthy?

OK, sorry.

...What (Hey ~ Everyone needs a break sometimes !) other autism forums do you like , Peter ?

What are your interests Peter? Pursue your own interests and quit worrying about any of them. Peter I do dissent from majority here when they say it is 100% your fault. I believe that Sara and JoAnna and the agency that you were at is partially to blame.

First, both of them added you to their list on facebook. That's a big no-no. They should have not added you and kept their distance in a professional manner.

Second, I don't remember but didn't you say they had you over to their place to eat dinner with them or something? If yes, then that was a big no-no.

I believe what happened was they were a bit too friendly when they should not have been. I think they crossed some ethical boundaries with you and made a dual relationship when they should not have.

Third, the agency and them should have sat you down and explained what happened and why.

I agree with your points and I think they're deceitful and low down b*****s for what they did. Here is the thing? Why would you want to associate yourself with pieces of garbage like them? Why do you feel like you need them so bad after they "f****d on you?" You were betrayed, right? So, why do you need them and why would you sully yourself with their presence? Why would you subject yourself to prison just for two b*****s who don't even give one single damn about you? Let them go, ditch them, ditch their phone number, and any other contact information on them including their facebook and twitter information. Delete their name off of your friends list and block them. You don't need them. You're better than them.

Forget the "blame game." Things happen. There's lots of "fault" floating around.

Peter, you're not even 30 yet.

You still have a chance to have this be one of the things that you'll laugh at in retrospect, while giving advice to those who are in the midst of similar situations as yours.

Mate, they never added me on Facebook; I had a habit of using my debit card to send people messages to moan about stuff. And this all escalated because I admitted to people I liked Sara and she altered her name to "Sarabe" because of that. When I asked her about this once face to face, she said that it was because, 'People were looking for her...' but she did it around the time she revealed to me that she knew I liked her.

Just a matter of days before she revealed it to me on that bus, we were walking back to my flat and I asked her why she selected a career with autism, and then she said, 'I got bored one day...' and started going on about maybe moving to South America to work with kids (she is Latino). That was likely just to see what my reaction would be as she denied it later on. After all, it is a great way to test how a guy feels about your pending departure, but that is kind of cruel to say that just for a reaction.

I'm telling you now: Sara was the nicest lady when she first worked with me. She had an affectionate smile, was joyous, wonderful and very pleasant. You could not have asked for a nicer woman to be your key worker. Then that tosser Robert had to go and blab, so she totally changed. Honestly, she was just another Mary Jacobs in my eyes. Every shift after that bombshell consisted of her feeling "uncomfortable" being around me, so she deliberately bullied me to get me to turn off my feelings for her, yet I did NOT do anything to her and that is the truth. Because I liked her company as well, I was scared to tell anybody about her new attitude in case they pulled her off my case, which they ended up doing anyway. All I did was look forward to our next shift and she come to support me, but she had a bad attitude. Well, it was more stern and business like than I was used to, but I felt she was picking on me at times. I've already explained how she was behaving on Christmas Eve in 2013, etc. Moving her seat away from me, being more distant, etc.

As for Joanna: I sent one blasted text message asking her on a date. Only once! It was because I was so sick of Laura using me and trust me, Joanna is a way better woman than Laura is. I'd been in love with Laura for years, but we were apart for such a long time, and she was highly manipulative, so out of impulse, I asked Joanna to date me. Keep in mind, there was that male worker who toyed with my emotions as well.

It to me was no big deal to send a text message being a gentleman, but I guess I should try to understand that it made her feel awkward, being a support worker with professional commitments. So the a-hole seniors ended up giving me a random summer shift with her (also in 2013) several months after that incident took place, and for some strange reason when we left Number 6 briefly, she did not care about going with me to a shop, just to buy juice. Then at the end of the shift, she slighted me after I told her this guy cost me the pool tournament on purpose. After that, they made 4 support teams for the outreach people and I was in the "Blackfriars" team. They started mucking me around, by saying she was 'just busy' when in reality, she had likely requested not to be on my case any longer. They should have just told me the truth from the beginning over these two, instead of lying, because I was prepared to give them the benefit of the doubt regarding Joanna, until they did the SAME thing with Sara in 2014.

Then after all the lying, taken people off my team, lying to the cops during my little anger sprees, THEY had the cheek to show up in jail once and say (because my mother screamed at one of the seniors on the phone) that, 'We could have handled things better...' and yet I've been jailed another two times since then, each time LONGER than the last. Now nobody from that company cares, and they will deny receiving any emails from me.

I need booze!

What do you believe is the reason you have been jailed?

Well, that's because of three things...

1. They are scared of me, and want NO contact. I did send vile messages about making a porn film.

2. The court take harassment and stalking seriously. It is seen as being a serious situation.

3. The end result was a Community Payback Order, and I breached it when I got agitated again.

In other words, it's 20% their fault, and 80% my fault for not listening, or being sensible over my choices.