scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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I like the phantom of the opera. I saw a production of it once.

Hugs for Fantom! *almost-tackle-hugs*

4 for me. Was up all night with insomnia added with the worst egg-white allergy reaction I've ever had. Only thing I can think of that would have done it was a tiny egg roll - and my allergy is fairly mild...
I got 45 minutes of sleep, missed the photo essay shoots this morning, couldn't get my production team the camo outfit from my brother.

Woah, GoatonFire, go see a doctor now if you haven't already. Go! Hacking up blood means something tore up in your GI tract or in your pulmonary system--both are bad.

0. Depressive episode last night. Not fun. Huge black hole. These black holes I get are entrances to containers that threaten to trap me. I cannot fall into them, s don't tell me to just relax and let it happen!

6-7 I'm doing better today than I was yesterday.

-9. Just for the sake of being different.

"And I threw a party in my name, but the hours crawled by and no one came.

I see myself inside you, dream the dreams that I do...you're still searching for these answers, they're not inside your wrist."

-4. I never, ever feel happy. I hate talk about culture. I like talk about personal experiences. I hate dong "normal" things like watching TV or walking around aimlessly daydreaming. I hate it all. But I'm forced to do the least horrible of all of it, even though it's all horrible because there isn't anything else to do. And no, don't tell me to go back to school and don't scold me or tell me what I should have done. I thought we would have a life, but none of us ever go out anywhere. I should bring it up with them for once; we should go to a club or something.

Thanks. *squeezes Tim*


I'm still at -4 or so because I feel physically and mentally bad, all the time. I don't want to commit to anything, concentrate on anything, finish anything, or any of that, nd I'm glad nobody makes me do anything.

10. I am at my job. It is at a nice house, very quiet. I have a leather chair and cups of tea made for me. The work is very easy. Also, I can go on WP in between typing stuff up. It is awesome.

You're lucky.


Still -4. Maybe -3.5. I feel like crap, adverb sometimes says he could do with some antidepressants and if I got some would I mind giving him 10 mg of it? Other times seems to be thinking that I should try to do without them and see if I can do it, like it's a bloody competition. He acts like he thinks that, though he never says anything. He's going to try and quit smoking very soon as soon as he runs out of cigarettes and tapering down the dose and that, and he started drinking every day a week ago and is going to come off that too, so then he'll be inmy boat and that makes me feel better for some reason. I'm a horrible person.