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MissConstrue
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06 Apr 2008, 4:29 am

6 I seem to always be the highest number here. Well weekend sucks as usual, no where to go, and no one to be with. I just got the trailer all cleaned and have been doing some research about the ancient Egyptian dynasty, rather exciting. I'm also hungry but I don't feel like eating and I can't seem to sleep. Yes, I've been up to 5:30am as of now. I'm really going to pay a mental and physical price.

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06 Apr 2008, 9:58 am

-10
errr somehow used my computer! I don't understand, why would somebody hack into my computer just to be a troll?
So confusing!

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06 Apr 2008, 10:32 am

Over 5.5, but under 6.

Impending doom; silly anxiety.

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06 Apr 2008, 10:35 am

What is the number for grumpy?

Whatever it is, I will have it.

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06 Apr 2008, 10:36 am

That's crazy!! I noticed they had their profile on female but sounded like a male. Just when I thought computers were now safe from hack attacks, wrong again!

4 Slowly....going.....down. I'm tired b/c I.... couldn't sleep last night and I'm still... hungry but don't know what to.....eat. :tired:

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06 Apr 2008, 11:54 am

-10

I'm a disgrace to society.

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06 Apr 2008, 12:21 pm

Didn't mean to butt in but why would you think you were a disgrace to society?
I mean none of us are perfect. I try and not let society dictate me anymore, it used to drive me crazy and tired. Stay strong 886.

Im a 5, still tired and can't think clearly right now.

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06 Apr 2008, 12:24 pm

-3 because society is a disgrace to 886 and everyone else who thinks they have to feel like thye're a disgrace to society.

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06 Apr 2008, 12:38 pm

Amarikah wrote:

Social_Fantom wrote:

I seriously think I may need psychiatric help. I was depressed while ago and then something inside me snapped and I've been like this ever since. I'm scared but at the same time I have this grin that won't leave my face. I may just try to go to sleep and see how I feel when I get up. Have I gone crazy?

I've had that before myself, many times.
Do you feel like you've gone numb, in a way? Like suddenly, nothing matters and tearing up anyone or anything that comes your way sounds great? In that case, hole up for a while until the numbness passes- for me, it comes as quickly as it goes. When it's over, go see someone. If you see them immediately, you may be a danger to yourself and others.
If not, then do what you can to distract yourself. I've had uncontrollable laughter coupled with extremely violent motives arising in my head...in that case, stay away from society in general until it passes.

The texture of salmon bones sitting in a soupy mix for ages is still in my mouth and crunching in between my teeth--it was like a mixture in between chalk, salt, and glass. I keep dry-gagging every time I think about it. It was scary to crush nearly an entire salmon spine in my hand, and accidentally having some in my food either--auugh!

I had a severe stimming moment while in the bathroom, I haven't had a real, 'obvious' session of stimming for a long time, and I haven't had a biting one since I was about 3 or 4. For about five minutes, I could not stop biting myself. I've been under a huge amount of stress of late, and over the last few days, I'm losing functionality socially. I can't get myself out of my apartment, not even to my second job, and my last line of defense seems to be how I come off. I asked my roommates about how I've been acting the last few days--they all said that I was normal.

Well, I think I'm going off the deep end, S.Fantom, on the big diving board this time...

I kind of feel like what you described but I won't have violent motives. I do have the same numbness that you mentioned. I thought I good night's sleep would help but I still feel the same way, kind of. I don't intend to hurt anyone though. I think this may just be a new way my mind is coping with the fact that I may never find someone to love me. This feeling scares me but at the same time I love it.

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06 Apr 2008, 1:16 pm

Amarikah wrote:

spudnik wrote:

-20, have the worst migraine, I am tired, been driving most of the day, then a 4 hour greyhound bus ride back to calgary from edmonton, was supposed to get a lift from a supposed friend but didn't, and ended up walking 3km though wet snow, and got covered head to toe in water, by some a**hole swerving into a puddle, I f***ing hate people!

Agreed.

not that I was feeling suicidal, I wasn't, I am just really really pissed off, worse then having someone piss in my cornflakes or drinking my milkshake, if my friends head was on fire right now I wouldn't piss on it to put it out, its a good thing he's a fat bald bastard :evil:

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06 Apr 2008, 1:43 pm

Got given half a chocolate Easter egg, grumpiness over

Today is an 8 now.

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06 Apr 2008, 2:19 pm

-9

"Things have never been so swell and I have never felt so well."

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06 Apr 2008, 2:28 pm

I am at -2 I think.

Had a fight here over some communication thing. When my gf asks something indirectly (she said walking the dog might be good for my back after I said I didn't feel like doing it again) for some reason I can not refuse. I'll feel really bad if I refuse and things will keep nagging. After I do it I still feel bad. The worst: I have problems believing she does not do it on purpose.

It is probably just fear left over from the time where me doing something wrong could end up with her being in the hospital.

Further I feel a need to talk and vent about my life, but it really isn't so bad compared to two years ago (see the line above).

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06 Apr 2008, 3:18 pm

She sounds sneaky. That's not very nice of her.

-1 for me. I don't like it much when people make me feel like I'm looking for attention or wallowing in self-pity because I'm not letting anyone make me do anything. I feel bad but I'd just feel worse if I was forced to socialize when I don't feel like it or something else. Nobody's making me do anything but they don't know what I meant and I never got to explain it properly really. Jack asked me if I was trying or planning to have a bad time. :roll:

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06 Apr 2008, 3:27 pm

Ana54 wrote:

She sounds sneaky. That's not very nice of her.

She's probably not. I am just oversensitive. If she is doing it on purpose she probably only has communication troubles herself. Ah well, two aspies, so thats logical.

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06 Apr 2008, 3:45 pm

I ate too much of that chocolate and I talked with a good friend so I am a 9 now

Monday tomorrow, that could change things

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