scale of -10 to +10, how do you feel right now?

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I'm more worried about Nico right now. Rage is what is bothering me but I don't know about her.

1 Now I'm really worried about 886. Even if he isn't telling the truth, he's still worrying me.

-1. The black hole thing was back today many times, with pieces of soul in my head falling into them and I don't know what happened to them after that but I hope they come back to me. I'm okay now. Me and Rich and Jack are going to meet a girl Rich met on the internet. I try not to be worried about Nico and 886 and SpaceCase and Graelwyn and them. I don't think Graelwyn ever came back, did she?

-10.

"People have many different ways of thinking. Even if you make a mistake...if you realize it was a mistake, it's always possible to fix it. Then if you turn around, you will see the future. This wisdom must be realized for oneself."

Too many mistakes. I don't think I can ever see the future again...

0 sad

No, Graelwyn did return for a post or two. ^-^

-5

I haven't heard from my friend in nearly 2 weeks. And she's the only Aspie who has the same interests and beliefs as me who is also single.

Wow,

Hello TimTex,

Cannot believe how many posts you have. Have not been on wrongplanet for a long while.

My ranch is just north of San Antonio up IH-10. (currently working in Baghdad)

Good luck on keeping in touch with your friend.

It was good to see a familiar face on here.

Have a Great Day!

7 because it looks like at this moment that we really ARE going to Alaska but the bad news is that I didn't sleep last night and I have a stupid cold. How fun!

Happy, I just ate lunch, it was yummy and now I have a nice cup of tea

8 right now

-7, I was -10 few minutes ago.

I'm finding out that you shouldn't bottle up your anger and sadness the hard way. A few minutes ago I just fell to the floor and screamed at the top of my lungs. I bet I held it for a solid minute. Then I wept for a little bit and tried to scream again but I couldn't hold it. I do feel some better but still pretty depressed and frustrated.

-3. I want to tell Jack I feel like f*****g s**t all the time and get black holes again and just f*****g forgetting about it is just making it worse. I should tell him he's no f*****g better than me because he still f*****g smokes and sometimes drinks and says it's going to be hard to come off that too, but how am I supposed to f*****g be compassionate to him but also try and stop him from using the stuff? I don't have my s**t togethr inside myself. He doesn't f*****g care that I feel f*****g miserable all the time. He thinks it's just f*****g anxiety and nothing really. I want to f*****g slap him; I'm so pissed at him, but I know it should be me that I'm pissed at, not him, because I don't even f*****g tell him. But I don't want to tell him because I'm a f*****g coward. What the f**k i the matter with me?

Sorry that's happening to you. I can't be around ppl like that b/c I'm afraid I'll start doing it myself. I'm guilty of doing the same thing in the past and to people I didn't know.

1 Not feeling well and worried.