No one can relate to me

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Have you ever had this feeling? I didn't know if I should put this in either Friendship Skills or Relationships but it's hard for everything in my social life. There's people that I know that are nice but they can't relate to my personality or understand my Asperger's. I've might have mentioned this a thousand times before or back in March but I do a puppet satire show and when I used to be on public access TV, I made a fictional joke on myself making fun of the typical depression feelings that all Aspies have that went like "in Augest of 2009, Eric tryed to commit suicide but he chickened out". Of course no one got the joke, someone complained and the public access station called the police on me just to make sure that I wasn't going to commit suicide. They later appoligized to me for doing that. It's been hard to move on from that situation. My show is on the internet now and I no longer do dark jokes on myself sense then. I still volunteer at the public access station on one show, no one is angry with me, in fact they still smile when I come in to volunteer. But I still have bitter feelings about the station. I just volunteer for the media experience for my resume. That and I have two friends who I help out with setting up their show.

I do have family trouble. Most of the time, I just want to yell and scream at my parents so they can back off and get out of my way, especially first thing in the morning. I'm not close to them at all. Don't get me wrong, they are kind supportive parents survival wise, they just not emotionally nuturing at all. We are completely different, based on the Myers Briggs Personality Indicatior I am ENFP and they are like ISTJ.

Plus I'm 21 and I've never had a loving relationship. Though my type is ENTP Masculine Non-Binary Gendered Women, they seem to be impossible to find. I wished, even pray to God that I was in a relationship like that, maybe most of my worries would go away.

I feel if I don't have people to relate to in my life, I start to worry and loose all self-confidence within myself, and it's hard to gain that self-confidence.

How do you know your type is this very specific type of woman if you have never been in a loving relationship? Don't put too much weight on that personality test. A personality test cannot really know you and what your needs are.

what the #@$% is that? Would she know? Will you make her take the test?

and what is a 'non-binary' gendered woman, anyway? just curious, not harshing you.

ENTP is a personality type developed by the Myers Briggs Personality Indicator and it's been used in scientific studies from dating to career indicators. E meaning talkitive, N and P meaning laid back and not really judgemental nor sensing and T meaning thinker.

I'm the same way except I'm F meaning Sensitive to emotions.

Masculine (not Muscular) Gender

Women meaning biological

Non-Binary meaning that she is Not Feminine and doesn't conform to the typical gender norms.

But of course I can't relate to my parents so I feel like I just want to yell and scream in their face first thing in the morning. But I can't, if they say something that upsets me, I have to take it in and move on unfortunatly. Because if I yelled at them, they would scream at me and tell me what a monster I am and how I'm distroying my parents relationship and how dare I yell at them for all the hard work and effert and services that they provide me. I'm never close to my parents, the more time that I'm away from them, the better. It's not because I don't respect them or care about what they do for me, I appreciate what they do for me, it's just that our personalites can't relate to one another and if they weren't my parents, we probably be enemies or not even bothering knowing one another.

Not feminine? You mean she doesn't have a vagina or hips or bosoms? Or that she doesn't wear the trappings of artificial feminine clothing, make up and other cultural abberations.
Masculine gender, do you mean wants sexual reassignment surgery?

help me out here. I just don't understand.

I think he is reffering to something more along the lines of "tomboyish".

yep. Looks, talks, and behaves like a guy.

I can't be used in scientific studies because it isn't itself a scientific measurement and based on numerious assumptions about fixed personality types.

Psychological Science though.

Well I finally got my lisence, now I have to talk to my parents on what's going to happen next. I know it's kind of a good thing but I HATE TALKING TO MY PARENTS! About Anything!

And I got to volunteer at the public access station today. Hopefally there wouldn't be anyone there wanted to punch me in the face for my satirical puppet program that hasn't been on the station since spring. Don't mind me, I just worry about those sort of things each time I walk in.

I hate talking to them too..They're so annoying and make things more complicated.