...melancholy. Distance is one thing; awareness of it, another.
...miserable. Being sick during the summer qualifies for my list of things I would wish on my worst enemy.
...moody. Too much change, too much uncertainty, left swinging from one extreme to another.
...malcontent. Despite the turmoil, needing things to be different.
M.
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My thanks to all the wonderful members here; I will miss the opportunity to continue to learn and work with you.
For those who seek an alternative, it is coming.
So long, and thanks for all the fish!