07 Sep 2009, 4:22 am
Hi, I wanted to post somewhere that has people like moi about this issue:
I just broke up from my six month relationship, due to him being over protective and thinking that my beliefs have "demonic tendencies".
My sister is going to be divorced pretty soon and she might end up living with me and my parents for awhile. My sister and my dad have their arguments sometimes about all these stupid things. 
I hated that they argued today...
I am a junior and I am REALLY stressed about next year and college.
I feel like I'm not being heard sometimes...I also am in that mood where I HATE my PDD-NOS stuff, LDs, and those things.
My post I know is jumbled up all over the place, but that's how I feel, just jumbled up and feeling that I have no control. I'm just grieving continuously....I want to sleep so bad....I want this pain to go away.... 
I'm at the point where I wouldn't care if someone killed me right now. I would be happy if they tried to kill me... 
I just need some kind word from someone, it's doesn't matter who.
07 Sep 2009, 5:00 am
I don't quite get it all but it sounds bad, but hey we are all with you when life is that bad it has got to get better!
Pull on through set you mind on what you need.
I hope college goes well 
07 Sep 2009, 5:57 am
I know how it feels when everything seems to go wrong at once. Try to take life slow and deal only with what is right in front of you. Remind yourself that you are not expected to fix the tension between your father and your sister. I had to learn to do this. A lot of tension happens when you feel like you have to figure everything out right now.Stress is a major trigger for depression. Think of it as your psyche has a virus and you need to slow down and recuperate. Maybe you could do a small indulgent thing just for yourself. Sometimes I visualize myself as a willow in the wind. Bend but don't break.
