verticalmum wrote:
Meow333,wow atypical anorexia, glad you were able to fix it up.
same as me as far as the weight thing, its more about control and depression. I restrict alot for control.
Graelwyn, I don't quite get it, are you glad your body is not anorexic anymore?? are you over weight and now fighting to get back to an anorexic weight or a medically safe weight?? 21 years is a long time to be haunted by ED issues.
I am what the medical experts would consider a perfectly normal weight, but by my standards, it is a horrendous weight considering the years and years I spent at a much lower weight.
I am fighting to get to the lower end of my weight range, but it seems that due to my age, and an underactive thyroid, it takes extreme exercise and undereating to do that.
I am 5'10 (1 metre 76) and currently 147ibs, and aiming to get back to 130 or so. At my lowest I was 70 Ibs and the same height, but that was at 18.
This is the most I have ever been and to be honest, it is distressing and makes me feel weak, lazy and uncontrolled, even though I don't even eat a normal diet right now. It isnt a physical appearance thing with me, so much as a control issue and a dislike of being stuck in a heavy body.
I don't imagine I will ever be 'normal' about weight and food after so many years of obsessing.