A slight vent.

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I am terribly annoyed at the moment, so I'm just going to take it out on you guys.

Personal status:
-Tired because of some strange nightmares tonight. (And the night before that, and the night before that)
-Sored muscles from moving a lot of heavy stuff yesterday (total weight 2745 pounds/1248 kg).
-Mentaly tired from meeting alot of people.
Not the best startingpoint ever.

Ok, time to take it from the begining. My dad is currently working in Poland, so he's gone basicly 11 days out of 14 (Thurs, Fri, Sat) he'll be down there atleast another month but most likley the year out. This puts me in a very sh***y situation, I can't get a job since I'm stuck with our dog for that time, (to make things even worse, I really need one now.) so I can't build up a buffert for when I'm going to the university this spring (I hope) or pay of my dept to my sister. And living of 45$/month is quite a challange. (Plus alot of personal stuff too that have been hanging like a stone around my neck the last three months too.)
Major contributors to my current mood.

Fast forward to today. Dad's home this weekend and we're supposed to go and visit our dogs pups who're about 6 weeks old and will be sold soon (very cute little furballs). The only day I had plans was today (Sat), we're celebrating my grandfathers (mothers side) 87:th birthday 02 pm today. And somehow dad managed to arrange that we were going 04 pm, the same day! Even though he knew (or rather, he knew until he forgot, two hours later ) I'd be occupied.
I asked my dad and his girlfriend where they were going to be home they left, or if they would go into town and wait at her place. I was told they'd stay here.
My grandfather lives nearby so walking to him takes about 20 min and there I discover to my great delight that one of my favorite cousins who though he wasn't going to make it... had made it. Disapointment arrives two minutes later, his train is leaving at 03:59 pm. Brain kicks in: Okay, bad luck, but no harm done, I can stay as long as he does, and then arrive home in time to go and see the pupps. Said and done, rushes away and arrives home at 15:45 to discover that they've already left! My last chance in two weeks to spend some time with my dad, and they decided to leave early (my total time spent with him these three days is about 12 h, the rest he spent with his GF and the dog.). At this point I'm still OK, they couldn't know I was going to make record time and be back home in time.

At 16:15 the phone rings. Guess who... yupp, it's dad. He needs some info fast, it's given and conversation is over the same second. Yeay! Not a single thought why I was already home. I leave the phone in the kitchen and notice something on the table, 1/3 of a bun left for me. At this point I'm not experiencing alot of nice, cuddly feelings, everything is kind of building up. I left the bun (most likley the one that would've been mine unless they'd left early) looking like it had been dug out of a collapsed building, and here I am now, considering what to do the rest of the evening, fishing is what's winning atm.

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Thanks guys, all better now.

Venting is always good.
Even when there's not much else you can do.

Fishing won. ^^ Didn't get anything though, think it was too late. And harmony is restored. (Except for the usual. ^^)