I am just urghh

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I don't like to complain but I need to let it out some way. First off I know there are people much worse off then me but honestly right now I don't give a !#$%. Anyways I am feeling sorta down.

The thing is I have so much that I want to do but I am being held back. I want to see the world and I keep getting this anxiety that I will never be able to do it. But the thing that is bugging me most is the loneliness. I just feel like I have this big pit in my heart and stomach. I just want to feel love.

Now I'm not saying I don't love my family but they can't help me right now. I really would like to find a girl that is different. She doesn't have to have aspergers but is cute and intelligent. The problem is I haven't been able to find that. I want to have some big romantic thing happen in my life but it is nowhere on the horizen. I'm just feeling really odd

There is no reason why you shouldn't be allowed to feel down because other people are worse off. Never listen to anyone who says that.

I want to see the world too but its impossible without money.

I'm really sorry, hope you feel beter soon

Thanks. I wish you luck in your goals as well.

Disproportionately speaking.... people "on the spec" seem to get this better then NT's do. It's as if NT's have made a religion out of optimism (and a rather hypocritical one at that since even the most fortunate of them seem to do more than their fair share of complaining) and heaven forbid you utter the slightest complaint if you're not some starving, malaria-ridden person in Darfur. Even in those cases....the starving malaria-ridden person is lionized PROVIDED they can still muster the sunny disposition the postmodern bourgeoisie new-age fascists demand. Nevermind the person's suffering and poverty itself.....god forbid the filthy rich do anything SERIOUS about that. That might actually require a slightly undesirable adjustment to their preferred standard of living. I mean.. *gasp* ....they MIGHT have to send their little darlings to a state college instead of Harvard!! ! It's alot more convenient to wax poetic sentimentalities about some wretched unfortunate's "unconquerable spirit" or something.