Do you ever get the feeling that everything around you...

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Do you ever get the feeling that everything around you is crumbling?
You feel fine, and are in a good place, health wise, financial wise, job wise, etc etc, but it seems everything else is just failing?
I dont know if i'm getting my point across. It's like I feel like i'm the only successful thing in my life? Family is all doing poorly, I hear nothing but bad news from friends. Marriage Problems, death in family, unemployment, sickness etc etc.

I dont know what i'm trying to say, I think I almost feel guilty. I should feel lucky that i'm in the position i'm in, but I just cant knowing what's so f****d up in other people's lives, and not stuff like they need a few hundred bucks to pay a bill, major life issues that i'm unable to offer any kind of help to.

I've had a few drinks and smoked a jay and have a funeral to go to tomorrow so just over processing my thoughts atm and just babbling on. Sorry if it makes no sense. I just feel like i'm walking tall and proud through a destroyed city (picture a town of rubble out of any WW2 movie.)

I feel like I want to pack up and move out of country. I've always wanted to live in London. Live off savings for a few years while trying to find some new work or something, just get away from all the bullsh*t here.

no ur not alone....i graduated college after working my ass off, came back to my hometown to become aware that i accomplished more than most of the ppl i graduated high school with just to see them still caring about petty s**t like social status, hooking up, etc. and felt like i was somehow less than them because i wasn't playing the same game they were. So i moved to the otherside of the country.....its worth it, trust me