I don't have a future.

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Right now seems to be the time when people expect me to start thinking about my future. College, or even just my last year of high school. I really have trouble with it. I imagine everyone does, but I think my trouble is because I simply don't believe I'm going to make it that far. I think I could never bring myself to commit suicide, but someday I'm just going to have some huge psychological breakdown and my life will just end, right there. Medicine won't help me, it just makes things worse. And even if I do make it there, I won't have a clue what to do because I won't have expected it. I just feel so confused right now and I don't know how much longer I can take it.

I know exactly what you're going through. Or maybe not, but I'm having those exact same fears myself. I'm scared too, but I don't have the guts to end it. I'm sorry if I can't give you positive advice because...well, because I too have no future.

Here I am I lived for 41 years how, and I never
knew my future, GOD I HATE those phricken
poopfaces who keep bullpooping along at me
about "OACCHHHKK THINK ABOUT YOUR FUTURE DUHHHH!! !"

After that, I just let it all slump, I did what
a dangbusted well felt like, (as long as it was not
agsinst the law) and whatever the future brings
I will kick it right in the poopypants and take
what I want from it, and throw the rest down
the dang toistybowl.

Dang unions did it to me too and guess what?

Their plan all along was never for me, STUFF UNIONS!! !

Dang unions never cared about me they just
wanted to make me their puppet, I am nobodys
puppet, and I don't pay anyone especially to
try to tell me they are gonig to help me when
they just try to make me their dang slave.

I hope the worries you have about your
future are flushable, I'd like to one day
hear that you flushed the worrys and
stress down the loo.

I do however hope that your future is
a good one, mine has been better than
my past at least, in some ways.

Ok, time for me to go pick my nose now.

I hope all is well later.

I would just advise you to not think about later on
and just take steps to live the best life you can now.