I don't enjoy anything anymore, i am unmotivated, i am tired, i can't sleep, and i cannot focus.
I am supposed to take add medication but i can't because i'm extremely anxious and my stomache turns into knots, i become paranoid, i definately can't sleep then, just don't feel right on them.
I excercise, i eat right, i take supliments.
I still feel like a bag of crap. Not even for any reason, i just do. I'm tired of life it's just such a stupid life.
I am back in school and really want to do good but i am unmotivated and cannot focus on my homework. So even when i do my homework it is crap work that you can tell i was not focusing on.
I've taken ssri's before with many side effects, and i have difficulty wasting time with medications proven to be the same as placebo.
Not sure what to do.....
i think benzodiazepines could help a lot but i don't think i can find someone who will prescribe them long term.
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