Time To Drown Myself In Ammonia

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I'm sick of this. all this dating stuff. It's so stupid. all the games, all the mind games and so on. I'm sick of being a guy. I hate having to initiate things and getting bad results. I'm sick of being called wierd, or just in the friend zone of girls. And you all know the rest nice guys/jerks, nt women, so on and so forth, etc..........
The list doesn't end. I think it's time to just get ammonia and pour it on my face.

That's why I don't bother. Hoping I meet an AS woman, some day.

Same here. Hope to meet an AS man, without all the strange games NTs play.

I know what you mean though, the thought of dating doesn't appeal to me, so I content myself with my intellectual endeavors. If I ever meet a man who shares that in common with me, I will be a happy person

so E.Physics...it also happens to you? the game playing?

I just got off of the telephone with one
of my cousins, who was trying to convince
m,e that there somehow is another Tammy
out there. I know he means well, but I think
his calculations are way off.

Or, maybe I am just not equipped with
a certain feature he has. "Faith",
that he kept speaking of.

Faith does not compute, I don't see how
unless I converted the string "Faith"
into some variable, that I could process
it.

I can process 10*10=100
or
2*10=20

But "Faith" I cannot process, it is not
logical to me.

I have given up dating and this kind of
rubbish, there isn't anyone out there
for me, and nothing but "it" happening
is going to prove this to me.

"it" = another girl like Tammy appearing
and matching up with me.

Dating: Why gorw up if you iwll only
be abused?

I did the ammonia thing. In fact, I did a Ph.D. thesis on ammonia. Don't pour it on your face, though! It's a cold liquid at normal pressure, and it's really caustic! Better to eat some plutonium instead! Of course, I know you're not really being literal. Nevertheless, finding something better to do has also been the story of my life.

I think he means aqueous ammonia. I once took a big whiff of janitorial strength ammonia solution (i have a habit of smelling basically any liquid I use). It was possibly the most painful thing that has ever happened to me.

The game playing is a high-school thing, not an nt thing.

Dating is not easy for anyone. I know it is harder for someone with AS, I dread watching my son going through it... but connecting with someone on a meaningful level is difficult at times.

According to "conventional wisdom" it should have been so easy for me. I am female, I was not overweight, my face is at least pleasant to look at if not beautiful (Its a matter of preference I suppose)... And yet I sifted through a lot of rubbish and had basically given up hope when I met my current husband. I think that deciding that I would rather be alone than "settle" with someone who had significantly lower intelligence, no respect for me, and honestly was not able to keep up with me sexually either, was the best decision I had ever made.

At times, yes.
These days I don't pay any attention to it.

Yeah, I gave up and then I met my current boyfriend. I had given up so completely that I did everything I could to avoid him, but once we started dating it was...just...awesome.

Even NT's have trouble dating in high school. When you are in high school 90% of the people around you are idiots and highly immature. I tried dating twice in high school--didn't work out. First time I dated a guy who was way below me intellectually because I was desperate and he was a fairly good artist so I thought we could have "artistic" conversations. Turns out he uses tracing paper and he was just an idiot and was using drugs. Then I dated a guy who was pretty smart and was really into me, because I was happy someone finally liked me, but I failed to realize that I really didn't like him and I had no way to express that. Other than that there really weren't a lot of options.

I'm not going to tell you to just be patient and someone will come to you because that's annoying and it's bull. But I will tell you there's a lot of people on here who thought they would NEVER find someone and they have and they're happy. In the meantime, I'd suggest trying to focus on doing things you enjoy. In fact, doing things you enjoy is a good way to meet people--if you're into video games, start hanging out at gaming stores; if you like math, join a math club...and good luck to you.