If its okay, I'd like to talk about my next worry. I'm too worried to touch a lot of things these days, for fear of breaking them, hence kind of where the jewel case thing came from. The same goes for instruments, and in fact, two of mine are kind of damaged. My clarinet I couldn't play if I wanted. But my mom won't let me get them repaired unless I will play them. But I can't bring myself to want to play any more. I'm just worried about the condition, which is irrelevant because I could always easily have it repaired in the future, but that worry still persists. Now, another online friend encouraged me to pick up my guitar again, since its perfectly fine. I did, and I can't play anything on it. My mother won't allow me to buy replacement instruments anyways since I don't play mine, and its starting to be a concern of more having a pristine instrument than playing it for me. Preferably, though, I'd like to have a reason to play, but I can't get over the first worry to begin with.
Can anyone help?
Thank you, and thank you kindly to all of you who have already responded to me.