I am feeling so low right now

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30 Jan 2010, 4:13 pm

I'm sorry. I know from experience how depression feels and I also know there's a way out for many people. Let me just say I have felt that worthless and hopeless but I don't now. I asked for help and then I did what they told me. I hope you will go to a doctor.


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30 Jan 2010, 5:05 pm

Suicide is never, ever worth it. Sure, life sucks a lot of the time, and can suck quite badly, but suicide is not the answer. I hope you can find the right answer, and that things get better for you.



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30 Jan 2010, 5:46 pm

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Forgive me if this is not an appropriate place but I am having some very serious porblems right now. I've tried to commit suicide three times before in my life and I am feeling that way again. Its like no one understands me and I feel like no one ever will; my best friend apparently doesn't trust me and it seems that life its not worth living anymore. I keep getting diagnosed with more and more mental problems and the trips to the hospital seem to be increasing over the last 3 years. I just can't take it anymore and I am thinking about killing myself with a friend's .380 handgun.

Its just I have so many bad thoughts when I point the gun to my head. Like thinking what if I go to hell for being such a horrible person or wondering what will my family think when I am dead. What should I do? and why should I bother?


Hi dcj123. This is exactly the right place to post. Well done for recognising the feeling; that's something at least that you know when you are at this stage.

When did your best friend say that they did not trust you? What was the situation? If it's any consolation, I do not trust my own best friend or my bf 100%. I love them dearly, but there is always a part of me that is wary. That is my problem though, not theirs and you should think of your friend in the same way. It is a shame that they do not trust you, but it is their loss not yours and you shouldn't let it affect you this much.

Don't worry about the diagnoses; they may not be correct, and even if you do tick some boxes in the DSMIV, that doesn't make you any less of an individual or human being. You are the same person you always were.

I wish you the best of luck and hope you pull through this tough patch.



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30 Jan 2010, 5:46 pm

I'm very alarmed at this post. I've lost several friends to suicide, so I am taking this seriously. You need to get help, where you live?

Does anyone know this person personally? Please help them! :(


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30 Jan 2010, 6:29 pm

Everybody keeps saying that he needs help but that's what he's here for!

From people who have considered suicide and/or tried it, perhaps you could give some advice that is better than whatever medication and memorized advice a "doctor" would give. Obviously trying to get professional help DIDN'T work. This person isn't likely to try it again. Perhaps advice from people who got out of that situation would be better.



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30 Jan 2010, 8:46 pm

I'm talking about someone who can actually be there to help, on face-to-face basis with the OP. Depression to the point where a person is speaking specifically of suicide needs immediate help, not only just advice from an online community...
I should know, I've been there, myself. I know what it's like. when a person is in recovery, that is when getting into discussions like this is most helpful.


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