is there something wrong with me?

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Jetfox
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12 Mar 2010, 6:18 pm

i'm not sure if this is the right thread but, ok first off i have a friend in world of warcraft i've spoken about him before, the one who hits on me or well he used to.

now the real problem is were i stand on love in general, it is repulsive to me now that i've actually come across it, the whole thing makes me sick to my stomach. not only could i not picture myself with anyone besides xemnas maybe but he's fictional so he doesn't count.

is there something wrong with me cause acrorrding to most country songs people seem to like this love thing.

quick note: i did like this friend at one time. but now i have this problem, i don't want to be with anyone i just want to know is this a problem? is it part of aspergers or something different, and is it serious cause i don't even like telling my parents i love them, not even sure i do. my family are just like really good friends.


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12 Mar 2010, 6:51 pm

Um, I was sticky about expressing myself at one point... I didn't want to make physical contact with my family, particularly more distant relatives... I didn't like to tell some people I loved them. How are you on the physical aspects of it? In a lot of country songs, people get burned! :o Consider that as well, lol. Were you always this way?



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12 Mar 2010, 7:36 pm

well i don't like being touched in any shape or form, so yeah... yeah i know there are lots of songs about break ups and cheating but there are some songs that don't end bad.

i think i've always been this way or could've developed it when i met blackicejc, the friend in wow. meeting him only made me hate it more, there was one friend in conquer i liked though and wasn't repulsed by him hitting on me, now it disguts me.


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