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I am not going to do anything to her That will not help in anyway. She is doing that to her self for me. If she does not understand me than she will keep doing things herself in and then I don;t have to get in trouble ha ha. I was just saying I was going to kill her but she is doing that slowly for herself good go mom. If she gets a brain good for her if she does she deserves herself. rotte your teeth get fat continue taking your lithium take care of it for me. Otherwise try and start acting normal. Either way I win. Keep going and being friends that annoy make everyone else hate you. You better change mom you better fuckn change cause I have nobody. I want a damn mom a real one not some act you pull get me to trust you. I know consideration bi polar disorder you know what I say to f**k you. You are not even trying mom. You get my consideration when you try even if you fail.

IIF you feel your home is hostile in an emotionally abusive sense and need some help, social services can assist. However I highly suggest that you settle down a bit for your own well being.

I do not know your circumstance but some of your posts appear to be evident of the great need of help. I really suggest you find the correct place and circumstances where you can get assistance to improve your quality of life.

what does your mom do to you that makes you speak about her like that?

Basic needs are met its pschological needs. She loves me for a day and then she is moody obnious and rotten. If this happens at birth the one left you are supposed to learn from grow off of then bang. She roped into her depression . She does stuff to distract herself from her depression and I get wrapped up in. She married abusive guys. They never hurt me but instilled serious fear. I have gotten touched sexually mom brought that guy in. He is not her friend anymore. I guy was drunk. She sent a big black guy after him and he has connections with the police and so no one can touch him.

I am 23 I live with my sister my mom moved out and is with a boyfriend. I have no job. I got fired cause I had a pschogenic seizure on the job. I just figured there was something wrong with my brain. I see it now there must be something having to do with stress. I see I act nuts. There was some slight abnormality on test but I never went back cause my mom was getting upset.

My brain is overloaded with trama it can't fit much and if loads up again I will go nuts with crazy thoughts. They clear apparently when I have pschogenic seizure. Prevent me from doing something I will regret. I would never hurt anyone here even if I got call names by somebody. You guys want to trash your parent I am good at responding when my head is clear. I could be a pschologist.

If stuff would stop triggering the trama I could calm down and like minize this. I already meditate.

I diagonosed that specific type of depression.

I've had a seizure test before, it was to see if I had partial complex seizures or silent seizure where it is not psycho-motor like grand mal-seizures. Sometimes mental illness can originate from that, bipolar as well I've seen medical papers concerning how it might be seizure related in some. Yet I am not a medical professional, you should seek medical attention.

There is also the issue that sensory based problems, if not understood correctly can attribute to mental illness further, the lack of the understanding of self in ones condition.

Are you getting a kick out of this cause I am. It like a scary movie that you pay to watch. Only its interactive and free. I jump at these things when others do it for that reason and I love to help its so fuckn rewarding.

Can you explain what you mean?

Everyone else jumps at these things cause its exciting like boxing matches. I jump sometimes cause I wanted to see if someone is going through the same thing. Spacecase is dresses differently, I do that too. I soon as I stopped going to school I said wtf like the abdominable snow cone said to my rant, I stopped wearing jeans. I wanted to more comfortable. I am still chasing that fealing. I don't want to be like everyone else. I will only wear jogging pants. Spacecase is a funny goth. I love black also. I think I freek them out. I wish all my clothes were florescent. I also have death issues. I have all the same things wrong as spacecase. I feal misunderstood. Probably a reliving of a trauma of highschool. I never really talked. I don;t know were I am going with this or how I went from a boxing match to clothes other than raising thoughts and tireness. A different person is talking inside me. I will probably go away.