Help! alot. i need out

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Help! alot. i need to get out this house. i have been the lifelong victum of verbal and emotional abuse and some physical assaults some very recent. i have been involuntalry medicated for psych conditions i dont have(endocrine problem), wich have damaged my mind and my phyisal health of wich i need medical care to undo. my parents are manipulative liars who cant take normal stresses, and flip out at nothing and exhibit large numbers of the signs of abusive personaliites.

these psych druggs are a means for them to controll me.

They cannot be reasoned with in any manner. They will usually blow up at complete nothing or lie and say they accept what im telling them when they really dont.

my father recently made a threating jesture at me with a knife,(thier is no way it wasn't, he assumed an attack posistion no mistaking it, and was ready to lunge, and i had to jump back other wise he would have done it after wich my mother lied her but off about what a monster i was in a hospitable and got me thrown in a psych hospital, were i was forcibly medicated( iwas just starting to recover from being drugged the first time) my ability to read and think are impaired(less now then before).

They have also forgotten about my thyroid hormone.

my brother is bad too, he came home from college and threw me into the wall and pinned me down, and my mother watched it happen and denies it.( he also drinks and gambles in his spare time.)
I know i should have called the cops when it any of it happened but at the time i was not strong enough to do so, and had consider again most manuplative liar on the planet and that i would have made a poor witness( i made an earlier

who do i contact that i can trust that will help me. if i contact the state willl i be assidted or will i be screwed over?


again my parents extremly convincing liars and wish to control me or otherwise make my life impossible. they are insensitive and feel that the things they have done and do are inconsequential. i remember that most of my life how much they have hurt me emotionally.Being as somehow gave them the right do anything to me.
They have never provided any level of support above the level of a cheap babysitter

My concerns were never valid and still arent.

They do nothing for long stretches and then do something very counterproductive and even harmful to me.

all because they "love me"

they have cut me off from my relatives(they again lied and said i was this or that) i can still talk to them but its doubtful they will take me in or believe. my friend is unable to assist me.

Again who would i call to for an immediate exit, should i even mention the abuse or just that im disabled and need to leave. I probaly would not make a good witness if offical procceedings were to somehow take place. I simply want out as of yesterday. my continued presence in this house means they will most likely pull another manipulative and destructive incident

the only complication i might have with leaving is my dog and i have really good isurance through my mother,


their is also a matter of possible misused and/or stolen assets.

I was wondering if could i have some appopriate numbers of organizations to call both for disability and dv.



i simply have to remember how they have taken from me


i need a plan to get out this house, and off these medications, off
numbers and organizations to contact.

Wow - if your father is threatening to kill you, absolutely get out of there! How old are you? If you are under 18, I wonder if you can call Family Services? Anyone here familiar with that stuff?

I don't know if you are in the US or not. If you are in the US, contact child protective services if you are under 18, or adult protective services if you are over 18. You can also check local county shelters for victims of abuse (most have them for men now too).

If you are not in the US I would imagine your country should have something similar.

You could also call the police regarding your father's assault on you. No one should have to live in fear. Perhaps there's a relative who lives a little ways away who you could call and see if they've been "tainted"?

Good luck.

hes not threating to kill me per se, he was cutting meat and had a carving knife, i asked to do something trivial and he blew up verbally, spouting stuff that was only vaguely revelant and could not be answered. asked stop your not making much sense, and he assumed assumed a atttack postition with his fist raised( i mention this in earlier posted this earlier like two weaks ago) and the knife pulled back into curl and went like ugh ugh ugh for three seconds slammed it down and stormed off i had to jump back out of his space.

it was unplanned
it lasted about five minutes



mostly he just ignores me for months on end.

its mostly verbal crud
he gets easliy pissed of at nothing and storms off.

i'm more worried might tried get me to do something to him at some future point the that hes the most prodigious liar on the face of the earth. hes really good at rearranging events to make them sound perfectly reasonable. i might actually have believed him over the years if wasnt i wasnt gifted with a photographic memory and ability to see things in perfect clarity.(



the real threat is that he will make a false report to the authorities. He is very charming and very believable to everyone but me.


its more off a neglect situation

hell do like nothing unless hes pestered a thousand times.
wich is not a smart thing to do

its always been a borderline situation, is normal family fighting or is it something more?

he'll do just enough to get by at just to cover his but cover just to cover his but.

i might at this point think its nothing except for the large whole in the wall caused by my brother throwing me into it.

their is a descrepancy of value. he doesnt have any and thinks every he does is perfectly ok or is just nothing, especally because im as. He has always said the most hurtful things, and never understood that what he did he wrong. has always gone against my wishes.

his parenting style has always been the do nothing approach.

i just need to get out

How old are you, Hyperion?

24

complicating matters is this medication depokate. i was forcibly remedicated with way to much depokate. I was also put on risperdal wich caused me to have a siezure (i was just starting to recover after quitting the previous go round of meds wich put me in a state of living death, senses turned on mind turn off, and they would respond to my cries with shut up) 1000 mg all at once and i have liver problems and am hypersensitive to all medications and and am hypoglycemic) it stoned me out my head and distorted m vision. its made holding a train of thought diffucult. i have to right things down as they happen.

he virtually shoves it down my throat.

Are you able to live on your own? A lot of people with bi-polar disorders do so.

soon this stuff is not for me

You still did not mention where you are from. In the US they cannot legally force medication down you unless you are an immediate threat to yourself and others. And that would only be through medical professionals not your family. You need to go to County Mental Health and ask for a Mental health Advocate. They will fight for you and make sure you understand your rights. I get you may loose your insurance if you move out, which will put you at the mercy of medical....but it's better than where you are at now. There are group homes for people who are mentally ill, I don't know if thats your case, I have friends who live in one and one just recently moved out, he is now living on his own. All are on medical and SSI. I am sure you qualify. If you are worried about being out on your own, medical and SSI will provide you with a life coach, they will help you manage your funds and keep your relatives in line, they even help with job searches and help you decide re: medication. It's something to check into. Hope this helps.

Hyperion, you must take control! If you cannot live on your own, you can take control by using the social services your country provides. Do not be a victim any longer. At 24, you have a world of options.

You have been formally committed then?

not sure exactly the county was involved, it was go volutarily or involutarily, i chose the volutarily route