I really feel like killing myself.

Post Reply New Topic

I've been cutting myself and I feel like killing myself. I just can't take the parents arguing and the constant people making fun of me- it makes me feel less than human. And everythings getting to me. Why shouldn't I just run the bath and slit my wrist. That way no one would have to deal with me. I'm worthless and I don't deserve to live.

are you bipolar? it sounds like you have mood swings (i'm only asking this because of your previous post which seemed more positive) anyhow, this topic makes me sad...i hope you feel better soon. hugs?

Nonsense! You're just as worthy and strong as anyone else. Big hug to you.

I suggest you go on a Hunter S. Thompson reading binge. It always cheers me up, and I think he had the right idea about suicide. If you're going to do it, wait until you're really old and then make your surviving relatives shoot your ashes out of a giant cannon. Until then, enjoy the ride.

It also might be a good idea to find someone you can trust and ask for help.

hey Big Steve,

there's a big difference between hurting yourself and killing yourself. is this forum enough or do you need to call 911? when i feel that bad and i'm pretty sure i don't really want to die, i try to distrsact myself for awhile or wait it out, then figure it out later when i'm not so distressed. or sometimes it helps to talk, to tell someone why you're so at the end of your rope today. if your parents are not ideal, can you treat yourself like you wish your parents would, listen to yourself, stay with your feelings instead of bailing. you can be different from your parents you know. hope you're ok.

HUG

Because the world is a big place and there are many other paths you could take than the one you are currently on.

You know the great thing about AS is we're not nearly as bound by the "herd" mentality as others. Most NT's have the mentality that they are stuck with the hand they are dealt in life. They have this strange perception that they have to stay in their current line of work, or they have to stay in the town they are in...even that they have to stick to the hobbies they have and so on.

It's all a bit arbitrary to me. I had difficulty in my home situation when I was a teenager so I left it. I still lived at home but I focused my attention on other goals and activities.

How stupid I would have been if I killed myself back then because I'm so far from that place in my life now and I'm someplace much better and I'm still alive.

*hug*