Yeah it's a chemical depression so I have no control over it at all, I have already told my mom that come 3 more years when I turn 19 if Im still depressed this bad I'm going through with ECT, I do force myself to do things alot I usually try to stick with it for maybe 30 minutes or more, However latley my depression has gotten worse and it's come to the point where I sometimes don't feel at all, I have a therapist and he does study in the feild of AS, however last time we met I was told that he had nothing left for me, yeah was pretty depressing to hear that. As for sleep I do get plenty but I still wake up feeling tired and worse then before going to bed, I also have tried multiple meds but nothing has lasted longer than 2 1/2 weeks before it stops working. That is the reason I'm thinking of ECT because nothing has worked for me so far. Thx for the replies 
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