Putting the weight of the world on my shoulders... too much

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Lately I've been trying to get myself involved in various causes and it just seems like I can never do a bit of good. For example I met a boy on here alot like me (for confidentially sakes I wont tell you his name) and hes a nice boy but it seems like everyone who is supposed to care about him treats him like crap and abuses him and if I could I would go to where he is and adopt him, but thats impossible.

Same thing with this one moderate functioning autistic from Cali that I met on another site, he stresses his parents out too much so even though hes a nice boy he gets put in foster care/group home type places, which he seems to like but I can tell he still misses being at home with his family . And yes I know I can be friends to both of these kids but just online and what good does that do them.

Also Ive been starting to look alot at serious court cases involving kids (Cody Posey and Andy Williams especcially because I can see why both of them committed there crimes, God knows I thought about a school shooting a time or two when I was younger ) and there I feel even more useless. Ive tried writing both of them just to offer support and to give them someone they can talk to and I know Cody Posey got a good ruling for him (Andy Williams got about the worst possible ruling but I hope someday that will be changed) but I just want to help them more then writing them, you know like fix the problems that they went though... know its not possible but that just scares me.

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