Feeling Happy?

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Well i recently had probably the worse time in my entiredepression years, it was a living hell, and i justdidn't careabout anybody else, and while i was beyond sad and angry, i didnt worry about other peoples prespective on me or how i looked, any of the things that trouble my anxiety usually, so i stumbled uponan idea, why not just be a total jerk to everyone and just stay angry and sarcastic and rude, ect... i mean what im getting now while being nice and kind; tons of anxietyabout stuff that dosent matter and i dont care about freinds i havent had any in about 5 years now, and know one will ever love me except my parents, i mean i dont blame them, im a bad catch relationship wise.

I've been told by alot of people religion is a good path to go, well ive tried and all i have found is that god has left me to rot, i mean why do i have all of these problems??? Great my new label "The Forsaken", i see no light at the end of my tunnel, who hear feels the same and what do you think i should do? I know many people have probably posted something similar tothis but this isnt a one time feeling , im serious.

I've been through similar experiences. Sometimes it is better to just be an a**hole but it's not as good as it could be if you can find some people who you can get along with.

*hug* for good luck.

Instead of looking for an external god, focus on the god/godess within. I've had plenty of reasons to quit church, but I try to remain spiritual.

Best Wishes.

No one would want to work me or even get along with me I was call annoying in school, the only reason I don't think my freind left me was because I was one of those guys you just don't pick on and they were safe with me, I have more of a connection to my characters in my game than to anybody in real life

no, quite frankly i'm not very happy

welcome to the club