Bad year, but optimism

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Earlier on last year, everything was going great. I met a great girl who I was dating, I started college, and I was doing everything I LOVED. then, My adoptive father [I never knew my birthparents] Died. everything went downhill from there, I now lie on my own [my mom pays for me most of the time, i still love her, but she doesnt really like having me around home] I still go to college, but my GF at the time left me as a result, telling me she never actually liked me.

Well, that summer was the best and worst time of my life. I really liked this girl, she was very much like an aspie, [possibly undiagnosed] but, i was still beat up about it. I did insane things, Drove along the west coast, Bought her expensive gifts, and even was shot at by thugs.
But now she hates me.

I think this is part of the downside to AS. It gives me so many gifts, but at the same time, I dont click with people.
the optimism, is if I keep going, keep working, and keep striving, maybe Ill meet another strange women I like just as much, if not more, and perhaps follow my dreams.

its hard. But i know everything will eventually be ok

I've had a pretty rough year, myself. The snowball affect of friendship troubles, problems at my job, a break up with that friend that I was having the friendship troubles, with, my mum going in for an operation, and than the death of one of my favourite celebrities.

I just keep on trucking. I want to keep on going. I want to stand in the face of adversity and show myself, that I'm a strong person.

I'm sorry about the death of your foster dad. It must be very hard, for you. I'm also sorry, about the way that your Ex treated you. If she never really liked you, than why was she with you, in the first place. I wish that people would say what they mean, and mean what they say.

I hope that you find the right girl, one day. I'm sure, that you will.

one day im sure I will. she probably will be just as akward.

for the most part, I always loved my father, he never was anything diffrent. blood never mattered to me. He once told me "if I cant ever be your dad, then I will always be your best friend"
greatest man I ever met.

Its a pity how she treated me, yes, it is how it is though, and even though she treats me like s**t, i still kinda like her...in a really akward way. mostly out of pity now, instead of genuine like it used to be.

I suspect, she wanted to get close to my friend, she wanted to date him even tho he was taken, and y dating me somehow get to him. [he actually left and got married to the girl he was with however unfortunatly for her]

yeah. just got to keep going, keep doing things.

for the most part what helps me may help you. I find something to build, to create.

Im an artist for the most part, but i do things like gunsmithing and tailoring for fun. just to build something. it always helped me