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You know what?!?! Why bother living?!?! It has nothing to offer. I'm never going to amount to anything. Let's just end it all. What's the point.

dude, you're only 12.
Trust me, things get better.
My girlfriend's potentially dying of brain cancer.
I found that out on my birthday, yesterday.
Chances are your situation isn't nearly as depressing.
Wait a few years (5-10). If you still feel the same way, come back and complain.

I'm not depressed. I'm not happy. I'm not sad. I could just lay in the ground where I can find peace and tranquility. Maybe it's like a bunch of different dreams for the rest of eternity. That would be nice. Maybe I can just go into an endless sleep. But, so far, there's no other way.

I kid. But Grover, there is no point to life. That's why you have to make one up. I am sure you play video games, so uhm, think of it like a GTA game. There is no real point to it other than to do mini-games, mingle with your friends, etc. If you're looking for a linear existence then you wont find it.

Idk, if your were rich enough, i guess you could have doctors put you into a chemically-induced coma. Basically you'd just lie there like a vegetable, pretty much in a very long sleep, & probably having dreams of some sort or whatever people in comas do.

Though honestly looking for peace & tranquility via suicide sounds depressed to me.
No sane, happy person wants to kill themselves.
& the emotional numbness you're describing might also apply to depression.

Well, I guess I'm just insane, aren't I? If I think of it like Grand Theft Auto, I'd just go out killing people. I think I'll just stick to killing myself. It'll save me the time and energy. I don't have friends. I have kids that constantly bully me at school. This doesn't make me upset directly. It's an inconvenience. I could just play games in my sleep. I wouldn't have to come down for dinner. Tranquility...

Killing yourself causes more problems then it solves. I honestly think you would be dead by now if you honestly wanted to be. I think a tiny bit of you wants to be alive and be happy. That is good. I would seek help professionally. Online, we can do very little than console you. Get help.

I'm helpless. I can't get help. There's no chance of happiness. This entire planet is corrupt.

Happiness is a chemical inside your brain. Your brain has an imbalance of chemicals that is making you feel irrationally. You can be helped as much as I can.

Last edited by Ferdinand on 12 Jul 2010, 11:09 pm, edited 1 time in total.

Prolly leaning more towards depressed-and-just-haven't-acknowledged-it, than insane.

Maybe try talking to a counselor, or an adult you trust.
If the kids at school are bullying you, maybe deck one of them in the face.
Might get in trouble with the school for a little bit, but let's see who bullies you after that.
I'm betting no one. Bullies are essentially cowards; most of them anyways .
This is assuming of course that simply reporting the bullying to the school doesn't solve the problem.

No, no, no. No one should "deck" anyone, ever. No one deserves to be hurt. Don't give him bad advice.

Well, I already have decked one kid in the face. I got suspended. I got decked in the face a couple of times the next time I was in school. I couldn't see out of one eye. The worst thing is, the kid had no discipline whatsoever. Another kid tried to stab me with this weird looking device. I'm serious. About a dozen other kids said they want me dead. I would just make all of them happy when I die. I'll save them the energy.

If you want to be fullfilled, try fullfilling the lives of people around you first. Suicide only serves your own wants, egocentric and selfish wants at that. Everyone has some kind of pain to deal with, showing that you are succumbing to pain is precisely what people call weakness. Take care of yourself the way you would someone dear to you and remember that if you spend your life helping others, you will be gratified

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Doing bad things unto others and yourself is... well, bad. Don't do them. Please, seek help.

I would fulfill the people around me by killing myself. They want me dead. I'll give them death.

Don't die. I don't want you to die. You have your whole life ahead of you to do the things you enjoy.