The world can simply burn

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I am just absolutely fed up with absolutely f****** everything. Not a single thing has ever gone right for me anymore. Im so god damn sick if the world f*****g keeping me down that I just want to see it burn up entirely, and hear everyones screams. Oh lets see every god damn f*****g thing that has gone wrong withing the past year or so.

1)Lost my f*****g job because human beings other than myself are a bunch of lazy f*****g asses that pile all their work on me while they sit around and f*****g socialize. Management even f*****g was in on it, so I had no f*****g choice but to either take it up my ass or confront all those f*****g hypocritical sacks of s**t about it. Guess what I f*****g did, thats right, told them all to go f**k themselves.

2)Cant get any financial assistance of any kind because "AS Isnt a f*****g disability anymore" according to the system in my f*****g state. They only consider "visual/physical" like every other f*****g s**thole on this f*****g planet. I even got f*****g told off by the doctors that did the screening for it, so you know what they can all f*****g suck it. I am starting to think that if I wasnt white I woulda got something. And on top of that all other forms of financial assistance are unavailable to me anyways.

3)Family losing the f*****g house now too, so yeah. Im absolutely fed up with this economic f*****g BS to the point I am seriously thinking of turning to f*****g crime just to survive it all. Ya cant get anywhere living an honest and "good" life anymore. f**k morals, f**k it all.

4)Cant even go to college now anyways. Financial aid got screwed to hell and back again, and even with everything that I put down, would end up paying full price anyways. so f**k it all. Cant even get a f*****g loan and will never have the f*****g means to pay it even with a degree because the BS companies will just label me overqualified and not hire me. Not to mention no f*****g public transport and cant even afford fuel anyways because the whole family got cut from all financial assistance, cant even afford a f*****g auto inspection or insurance or anything.

5)Humans are all a bunch of f*****g hypocritical bastards, plain and simple, they should all just f*****g die. Especially the NTs who f*****g run all the assistance programs.

6) now watch even more bad s**t f*****g happen, like me getting put on a government watchlist or something because of all this f*****g BS. If that happens maybe I should just start burning everything just as a big f**k you to the f*****g system. Maybe I should start with some government offices.



Yes, this is just a simple rant to hell and back again. but I honestly believe there is no point in f*****g existing anymore, and Id rather leave as huge of an impact upon this crapsack world as possible instead of just offing myself. I dont care if its a negative impact like mass deaths or anything, because It would be making my point. Just so f*****g sick of it all anymore.



EDIT: and now my family can officially f*****g burn because of the fact they believe in hokey f*****g BS such as "the law of attraction" Oh, they say I never think positive so it wont happen and all that f*****g BS. Well you know what, I have thought positively before and stupid s**t still happens so you know what it is all a load of elephant s**t. Same for "god" since they just have to believe. well you know what, god doesnt exist because prayers simply fall upon death f*****g ears. If he does exist I hope I do go to hell that way I dont have to bow down and worship his skanky ass for eternity. and you know what, in hell you would eventually get used to all the torture and whatnot. Hell eventually the lava or fire or whatever would end up feeling comfortable.

Last edited by DemonAbyss10 on 07 Aug 2010, 1:04 pm, edited 1 time in total.

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ya just made me want to install Fallout 3 again. Maybe blowing megaton up a few times might be what I need.

Put a bomb in a few people's pockets.

life is unfair. [jfk] all the more reason to try harder to be excellent to one another, whenever possible.

Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.

It seems to me that you described a pack of common idiots who think "useful coworker= crap depository". So sorry.

well my question is what is the point of trying harder after every time you try to put in more and more you just get less and less. The real problem in the world is people cant keep it in their pants. I so wish my parents did :/

what i meant to impart, was that not everybody treats you like crap. there are some folks who don't treat you like crap. try to be a nicer person to them and to avoid paying forward the evils you were the recipient of. try not to be evil like the rest of the oppressing cabal. despite everything, try to remain a good person rather than allowing yourself to succumb to evil. if you automatically pass along the crap the bad guys throw at you then you can't be ethically superior to the bad guys- you can't have it both ways. no matter what anybody else on earth says, the golden rule ["do onto others what you would have done onto yourself"] still and always remains the gold standard of human behavior and the acme of human existence.

the law of attraction, IMHO works mainly in the negative direction, meaning that if you keep reminding yourself of the bad things in your life, you will surely notice and get more bad things, this is unavoidable. there is a positive aspect to this law but it doesn't apply to more than a handful of us mere mortals, the "beautiful people" you see in the media. 99% of humanity totally lacks this sort of good fortune, and i cast my lot with the unlucky 99-percenters rather than the worshipped one-percenters.

this is an evil world we all live in, and the challenge is to avoid becoming evil- IOW, be IN this world but not OF this world. you are here whether or not you like it, because you were meant to be here. you are here for a reason. that reason is to add more good to this evil world, and not just to pile on more evil on top of evil- to take the path of increased resistance, not of the least resistance which is always the evil path.

You are a child of the Universe - no less than the trees and the stars.

You have a right to be here.


And whether or not it is clear to you, perhaps the Universe is unfolding as it should.





Let God sort 'em out.

Last edited by Willard on 08 Aug 2010, 4:20 am, edited 1 time in total.

well, after blowing up megaton for the 60th or 70th time today I definately feel better. Still, its just impossible to move on IMO when life has given you nothing but total BS so far. It just basically means there is no point to anything.