samtoo wrote:
... feeling undermined by my own mental state with feeling as though the world is constantly giving me the cold shoulder ...
... feels insulting to try to make myself feel motivated at these times ...
Yesterday morning I got up out of my seat and went and did something for someone else anyway, and the ongoing pain of just remaining in my seat was a large part of what motivated me. Today, however, the pain brought on by yesterday's physical activity now keeps me in my seat ...
Go figure, eh?!
It is up to each of us to at least look for ways to be helpful to others in life.
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