depressed, and not getting better

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i thought i was getting better, but then i relapsed, last night i tried to kill myself, and now i feel numb and detached from the outside world

i dont want to live, but i dont want to kill myself

i need help, but nothings working

If you don't want to talk about it in public, message me. I'll be awake for a while. I've been suicidally depressed for months. I know what it's like. I've been ostracized my entire life and even at the beginning of my political career when I can prove the cynical pieces of s**t wrong they still bombard me with their idiocy. But I'll perservere.

I'll listen to whatever you have to say. I want to hear in fact. I look forward to hearing from you one way or the other.

I certainly get that...I don't want to live...but I can't kill myself because I have children who depend on me. It sucks.

~Kate

Get off the Internet right now and call a mental health hotline or a hospital.